I always wonder why good things don't last. You get your heart broken & that's grounds for not being able to stop pressing on the past.
Yeah people tell you to move on, they even say life goes on, can empathize with you on "having been there" before but nobody can sit there with you & acknowledge that mental door.
That mental door that's gets heavier and heavier to close and open so much that it feels like your soul is broken. No strength to do anything but sulk in.
Yeah I like to rhyme, that's my thing. But can you really feel where I'm coming from or are you just reading ? You're damned if you do, because it hurts like a bitch. Damned if you don't, because sometimes it's
necessary to go through it.
Like I said, I like to rhyme and find something useful to do with my time. Life goes on right ? What more can I do ? I can't change the past, but I can start with you.
You as in me. I want to condition myself to be the BEST me I can be & nothing or nobody can ever take that responsibility.
Sometimes I don't think people realize how difficult going through a heart break can be. They love to tell you that just because your young it doesn't deserve the care or urgency but it does.
Heartbreaks can be tough. Be tougher. That mental door gets heavier, be stronger. The weight of the world won't always be there if you don't let it. But step one is to take your time & don't force yourself to get it.
Like I said, I like to rhyme. Currently seeing myself through my own issues so I'm finding something useful to do with my time.
Don't clown me for being like Dr.Seuss, I'm just trying to put my time to good use, plus I like to write. It's my way of feeling my feelings without sitting too long in my negative dealings.
So for now that's all, but don't forget to keep trying to push and pull that mental door.
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Fast Feelings, Delayed Recovery
PoetryThe problems, the heart aches, and the traumas, that we go through can become too much, become too common. It's so cool to be able to relate on similar emotions & situations but uncool because too many people are stagnant in toxicity. These are just...
