Everyone gets exited on the first day of school. Seeing there friends again and getting to show everyone there new piercings or hair cuts. Although for some people like me they hate it and worry about getting bullied or people seeing your scars.
I am planning on telling my only friend about my self harming but what if she leaves me and says that she doesn't want to be my friend. The only people who know about it is my dad and the therapist because he rang her. He told me I shouldn't tell my mum because she will just get worried.
Anyway I'm on my way to school now. I'm wearing my school uniform and I've never been so happy to own a blazer its covering my scars up. I hope I don't have PE.
I'm in math know and a girl has already said a bad comment about me and I've only been in school for one hour.
Worst day of school ever. The worst thing is I have to go back there tomorrow no one likes me and everyone hates me. No one there would care if I drop dead so why don't I. Im going to see my therapist tomorrow but she won't care she will say that I have to go to school.
