WARNINGS
-cussing
-a lil of self harm
-gay shit (homophobes fuck off)
AN: this story is pretty long so hold tight titties and dicks
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"sung, please i-i know what i did wrong.. please"
"NO! LEE MINHO YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU DID WRONG. IF YOU DID, YOU WOULDN'T HAVE MADE THE SAME MISTAKE TWICE"
"s-sung..."
"don't call me that. i'm disappointed in you, lee minho"
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JISUNG POV:
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"AHHH! jisung breathe. you need to stop thinking about him. he was only playing with your heart. h-he doesn't deserve you..."
i kept telling myself that, but i could never get it in my head. minho was everything to me. he was my happiness, my partner in crime, my will to live, and.. the only person who treated me right. of course, i still had felix, seungmin, and jeongin, but minho was different. i'm such an idiot. why couldn't i wake up when he did it the first time? why didn't i listen to seungmin? he was right. seungmin once had a chinese friend tell him that a man only cheats 0 times, or multiple times. he won't ever follow his words of "i won't do it again." (男人只有出轨零次和无数次。他们不会根据他们的"不会再有下次" 而行走人生) he was right.
(an: my chinese ass is kicking in)
i have been crying at my parents house for the past 24 hours. luckily, my parents are visiting my grandparents so they aren't home. felix and them have tried to check on me but i told them i wanted some time alone. i also don't want felix to yell at me saying he looked right through minho and knew he was only playing. i looked over at my bathroom cabinet. no. i cant. it'll only prove i'm weak.. and minho will get what he wants. i can't let him win. jisung. live up to it. you can get past it. i got up and looked in the mirror. i can't be the innocent little squirrel anymore. i'll just get played more. this is it. i need to act like a man
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"oh my god jisung?" felix almost burst into tears seeing my condition
i let everyone in my house
"j-jisung... are you o-okay?" seungmin asked
"lol (el o el) no" i responded
3RD PERSON POV:
"WHY THE FUCK DID YOU DO THAT?? YOU ASSHOLE DID YOU KNOW HOW MUCH HE LOVED YOU?? I TOLD YOU THE FIRST TIME THAT IF YOU HURT THAT PRECIOUS BOY ONE MORE TIME IM KICKING YOU OUT" minhos mom yelled at minho.
minho was frustrated
"WHOS YOUR SON? ME OR HIM?? IF NO ONE KNEW THEYD THINK THAT RASCAL IS YOUR BLOOD RELATED SON AND YOU PICKED ME UP FROM A NORTH KOREA GARBAGE DUMP" minho yelled back.
"DONT YELL AT ME YOUNG MAN. ALSO I DONT CLAIM A SON LIKE YOU. I NEVER TAUGHT YOU THIS WAY. DO YOU KNOW WHAT HE DID?? HE REJECTED MULTIPLE COLLEGE AND JOB OFFERS BECAUSE HE WANTS TO STAY WITH YOU. HE REJECTED HARVARD, STANFORD, AND EVERY COLLEGE OFFER YOU COULD DREAM OF. HE COULDVE BEEN THE CEO OF JYP ENTERTAINMENT BECAUSE OF HIS TALENT. BUT GUESS WHAT?? HE REJECTED IT. BECAUSE HE'S LOYAL TO YOU. AND WHAT DID YOU DO?? CHEAT ON THAT POOR BOY. TWICE. YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHT SAYING ANYTHING ABOUT HIM" minhos mom has completely lost it
