ECLIPSE [Tzuyu x female Reader]

EPILOGUE

Tzuyu POV

"W-what does all of this mean?..Wh-why?" I cried.

Everyone did.

I attend to her funeral.

I don't know where to hide this tears anymore,...

I let everything out.

Why did- she doing that?

After the last respects,Jihyo little sister gave me a letter.

"The day before she suicide,she asked me to give you this..." She said with sadness.

"I wish I could realize it sooner." She said while crying.

When I was alone,in the room,

I open the letter,

and also the necklace I gave to her.

Dear Chou Tzuyu,

  I'm glad I know you,.You are the reason for why I still wanna keep on living...Everytime I see you,I felt calm,even just on the screen,or in  real life but from afar,but I could felt you near me...Thanks,for become my favourite idol,or person I could tell..I'm happy...The day we met,everythinh felt so magical to me...Here,the necklace you gave to me,thanks for it,I return it back to you..But- my pancreatic cancer keep on getting worst...I lied to everyone that I was okay when I actually dying alive inside....I suffered this whole time,I shine on them,cause they need me..at least everyone happy,I'll be fine...Each night,I have to suffer all of this..Each night,I couldn't sleep peacefully but- When I look at the moon outside,..It shining so brightly,just like you....So- I will just imagine,that you actually comforting me until I did fell asleep..Thanks for everything,...I- I wanna end this life..

I know I'm gonna die too soon.

Tht's why I choose this way...Instead of dying with this worst cancer,...I- thought,it will be better if I died by my ownself.

Now I finally can tell you how am I feeling this whole time,now I can finally tell you all my deepest secret...I- I'm glad....I actually been suffered this pancreatic cancer for a long time...

I never told anyone,including my parents,and also my friends.

That's all..Please keep on living,for your future and also the other member,I wish you the best!Tzuyu unnie...You'll be forever,in my memories.

Till.......We meet again.

I love you so much,Chou Tzuyu....unnie.

-y/n

I never felt my heart broke apart so hard like this time...I-

cry..

I wish,I know...

I wish I realize it sooner.....

I wish I understand that she actually suffered,

all the smiles she gave to everyone,

was just a lie.

She's not fine.

She's alone,

she need someone,

she bearing with the pain alone,

I wish,.....

I was at there for her.

Till we meet again.

THE END

a/n: Okay!that's all!Uhm..Sorry for making angst story like this...I just love the ECLIPSE so much..I hope you enjoying this cause I know,it might be boring :(

Sorry I'm not good enough but I'm trying!

actually I made Sana x fem reader first but,..It's a long story so I release this one first..Cause it just a short chapter..

Anyway,have a good day!