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G: Leo, I love you and you know I do. But we live miles away from eachother, there is no way we would be able to have a relationship. X
L: I see what you mean but Me and Charlie are having a break soon and we could meet up a lot more. X
G: That would be amazing but I still don't think we would be able to be in a proper relationship. Sorry ️xxx

I didn't get a text back and I started to panic and think about all the things I said that could've made him annoyed with me. Then I got a text from Charlie.
The text message was four words long. 'Leo love you alot'
That's it.
For the rest of the day I was very bored as I didn't have anything to do so I posted a picture on my fan account of some messages Leo had sent me and I got a lot of hate.
People were saying I was showing off, that it was unfair etc. some of the comments were horrible!
One that stuck in my mind went something like this.
'Stop showing of you stupid bitch. It's so unfair that Leo only notices some fans. You should go and slit you're throat. You're ugly anyway.'
That was it. I grabbed my blade from my drawer and unwrapped it from the piece of fabric I put it in. I was a month clean. I dragged the silver blade across my skin and watched my wrist as blood poured out and tears fell on the slices making it sting.
I posted a picture on Instagram and Leo or Charlie must've seen as they both spammed me with texts...

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