Unintentionally || kth. » ff

Part - 26

~:Yoona's POV:~

Me:- Where are you ??! What are you doing!!? Are you alright? Why didn't you come to school?? What happened?

He replied very calmly like nothing happened.

Taehyung:- Can we meet?

Me:- SURE!!! I was also thinking about---

Taehyung:- Ok then. Meet me at the park.

Then he hung up the phone instantly without waiting for me to say. For some moment I zoned out.

He didn't even ask me how am I doing...

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I reached at the park. The weather was so cold but not as cold as my heart. I saw, Taehyung was standing under a shady tree.
I ran to him and hugged him obdurately.

Me:-(While hugging him) I've missed you Tae..

But why is he silent? He didn't even hug me back instead released himself from me. I looked at him; he was just standing with his impassive countenance. I couldn't hold myself anymore.

Me:- What's wrong with you? Why are you behaving like this?!!

I then held his one hand gently.

Me:-(While holding his hand) Please tell me whatever it is but don't be like this. Did I make you upset with anything?? Please Taehyung, tell me..

Taehyung:-It's not you...

He released his head from mine, then once again said,

Taehyung:-(While lifting his glance towards me) It's me.

I couldn't understand what he was saying. I started at him with baffled face.

Taehyung let out a long sigh and said,

Taehyung:-(Sighh) look Yoona..I .. I'm not feeling the same way as before.

Me:-What do you mean by “not feeling the same way”? We haven't met each other and talked to each other properly in past few weeks. And now we got chance. So why are you uttering this absurd things right now?!

Taehyung:-(Preety loudly) YOONA!

I startled.

Taehyung:- I don't want this relationship anymore; that's what I ment.

A part of us always knows what is going to happen, but it is us who don't want to believe that shit because it tastes bitter and we don't like bitterness; whether it is bitter food, bitter talk or bitter truth.

My subconscious mind was expecting something like that but still I couldn't believe; I didn't want to believe.

Me:-Tae..Tae.. it's a joke right?? You are playing prank right?! It's not true right....(Shaking voice) Just tell me it's not true!..

Taehyung:-(With his same impassive tone) Yoona..it is..

Me:-(Desparately) But why? Why?!! What is the reason???!

Taehyung:- There isn't any.(Carelessly) And it's only date Yoona..

Me:-(Moist eyes) But after all this time??!

Taehyung:- Look I've become exhausted from this relationship and.. and you..(Paused) and I don't wanna stuck in it anymore. I am sorry but I don't want to make things more complicated. It was fun but don't worry we will remain as good frie----

Before Taehyung could finish I slap him on his left cheek.

Me:-(With moist eyes and fragile tone) How could you!...say that so easily!!

Taehyung lift his head and looked at me but I saw he had no emotion; like he knew that it could be happened.
I, who almost was at the edge of my emotional stability, was staring at him with my eyes with silent tears.

Me:- I think I was special to you just as you are to me but...but all this time I was just a toy for you with whom you had 'fun' time..(laugh in pain) Well I should have understood at the beginning! (Sobbing) Fine.

I started to leave but suddenly Taehyung grabbed my wrist and said,

Taehyung:- We will remain our friendship right?

"What a fuck!ng jerk!!",I thought as I snatched my hand from his and said,

Me:-(Angrily) We never knew eachother!

Without turning back I left him behind and started to run. I lost my control over my tears. Somehow I managed to come back home.

My brother was leaving for somewhere and was going to say something to me but I pushed him and went into the house. He pursued me after watching me like that but in the meantime I confined myself to my room. I was hearing my brother's worried voice from outside the room.

(Knock.. knock ..knock..)

Jk:-(Worried) Yoona!! Yoon! What's the matter?! What happened?? Open the damn door and talk to me! Yoona!!

(Knock.. knock.. knock.. knock..)

I somehow managed to speak up.

Me:- Leave me alone!! Please!!!

Jk:- What happened?!! YOONA!! Please tell me...

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[5 days later]

As my brother left for supermarket I came back Into my room.

I was lying on my bed, staring at the sealing, vacantly. After that day of my break up I had not attended my school for three days, I skipped meals and just doing nothing. When I brought myself out from the room l got to know that Taehyung already told my brother about us, I mean our breakup. He told me that he would not let me go in the relation if only he had known that Tae and me, we were going to break up like this.

Taehyung indeed my first love. I think every first love remains incomplete like this. But those moments with him..those memories...how can I suppose to erase them from my mind?? They are so precious to me but I want them to fade away! How can such happy moments cause this much pain??

Once again my eyes filled up with tears.

Why Taehyung?? Why did you do this?? Why did do this to me??!!

All of a sudden I heard door bell.

(Ting..tong ..ting.. tong ..)