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My parents have always been very strict about everything in my life. From setting up Norton family in my pc when I was little to set a tracking device on my first phone, they tried all of the things a parent can do to be the strictest of all. Being an only child has its pros and cons. But heavier on the cons for sure.

Growing up in a middle class family while my relatives were rich as fuck wasn't so easy. But somehow I managed to get very serious about my studies at the end of my high school life. Which led me to the hell of a life I have now. ~

December 13, 2019:

The big window of my dorm room the most annoying thing ever. The sunlight hits right to my eye whenever my alarm rings. Waking up everyday at 6 am and doing chores makes me miss my mom even more than I should. 

I do my chores, take a shower and get dressed up for my first day of college. I have already completed two semesters without making any friends. I don’t think I’ll ever have any.

The only thing I’m worried about is I don’t know how to tell my parents that I won’t be getting any financial aid for college from this semester as I didn’t get a good cgpa in the previous one. This scholarship was the only reason I could come all the way to USA to study. The last thing I want to do is go back to my country. Even tho it has not been easy living here alone and with little to no money but I still find peace here.

After I’m done with my classes I take a bus to the restaurant I work at. My shift starts at 6 and I’m already 9 minutes late. I run as fast as I can and go in.

“I don’t know how many times I have to say this but this is truly you last chance to continue this job.”

“I’m sorry. I won’t be late from tomorrow.”
I say trying to catch my breath.

“You better not.” The manager goes away rolling his eyes.

I hate this job.

I work there till 9 and head back to my dorm. Being exhausted asf I hop onto my bed. I sigh on my pillow thinking about what I’m gonna tell my parents. I have to let them know about it this month.

“I’m going to have the worst new year ever.”

I talk to myself while trying not to cry.

I really hope some miracle happen.  I think to myself.

I take my phone out from my purse and start scrolling Tiktok. I scroll through Tiktok for 15 minutes but still can’t get these thoughts off my mind.

Why don’t I go to Omegle?

I search up omegle dot com and chose to chat without video option.

You both speak the same language

Asl

Whats asl?

Age sex location

Umm 18, female, xyz state

Snap?

No?

Stranger has disconnected

Why would I snap them?

You both speak the same language

Hey

M24

Umm f 18

Horny?

You have disconnected.

Oh lord connect me someone whom I can talk in peace.

You both speak the same language

Hello please dont be a creep.

Okay lol.

Yeah bc everyone here seems to be a creep. Are you going to ask me if I’m horny or not too?

Well do you want me to ask you?

No!

Haha. Okay. No I won’t. That wasn’t my intention.

:)
So what are you doing here?

Bored. What are you doing here?

Same. I’m actually feeling very sad today. Will you listen to me?

Sure. Go on. I’ll be your therapist today.

Hehe cute. May I know your name please?

Kim Taehyung.

I’m Y/N.

Nice to see you today Y/N, so what made you come to me today?