𝗧𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗸𝘂, 𝗡𝗲𝘅𝘁: Seungkwan x Svt

His road to love

You can say..seungkwan's love to road is not quite on a progress. Being in a relationship, didn't really suit well to seungkwan. He felt relationships were never his thing. Having his friends, family, colleagues aroung was more than enough.

Maybe love wasnt just in his side. Or loving wasn't just his cup of tea.

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His first relationship was with seokmin,
A regular high school love, both were different, their likings. They never fought, maybe little arguments but were solved by a treat. After being together for few weeks, both felt they didn't feel love for each other. not even sure if it even was love. Maybe a liking which made both of them think it was love.

"Maybe.. We should end this.. " Said seokmin avoiding seugkwan's eyes.
"You're right..we both took it as love..lets..just be friends" And well, things went pretty awkward for both of them, which made them a distant which seungkwan found little better. His relationship with seokmin taught him love. How love can destroy someones heart into peices which took nine months to build.

After two or three months after his first break up, he met soonyoung at a known café, random topics kept them together more, sadly, they didnt live in the same area, seungkwan's house was miles away from soonyoung but that didn't stop them from meeting. They would hang out every week, with no reason. That made seungkwan think he's in love. Soonyoung once said "it seems I have feelings for you, you know?" While letting out a chuckle. "Same soonyoung same.."

While gazing those pretty night stars, they made a promise to marry each other, but fate slapped the shit out of them.

Soonyoung had interviewed for one of the most known company, fortunately, the next week he had got an unknown call which came from the company saying, he was accepted and was told to work here by next week, this made soonyoung scream in joy, seungkwan was beyond happy for him, and a little disappointed that they won't really be able to meet. Both promised to keep it as a long distance relationship.

Both tried hard, both tried keeping their relationship, but something always makes it break. the called relationship came to an end after weeks, both were hurt, they had no choice either. Soonyoung couldn't leave his job. It simply ended with a last coffee date, shedding some tears with broken hearts . The promise?once again, it broke. And this relationship with soonyoung taught him patience. Patience for their relationship. He waited for him,but well it looks like he doesn't have to keep it anymore.

His third relationship was with junhui
Don't get him wrong, he didn't wanted to be in a relationship anymore, it made his heart once again break his heart into pieces, all he wanted was love, which would never break, which would never be awkward, which would never make him wait.

The company's assistant manager chose both of them to recruit people, it didn't make them any closer. All they shared was few informal talks as in 'heys' 'have a nice day' 'goodbyes' and some work related conversations

Seungkwan didn't wanted to take this any further after what had happend, as much as he wanted to avoid getting into any kind of relationship, but there was still a thing inside him which made him longing for love. He wanted to feel love once again.

***

Seungkwan started conversing with him more, both hang out once or twice a week. They had gotten a lot more closer in these past few days which seungkwan didn't really minded, or did he? Whatever it was, he didn't care.

"He's just different" He said dreamy eyes while mingyu, his friend, shrugged. "You say that every time seungkwan" "I know.. But he's just different. I feel like, I finally found the boy of my dreams" A small smile crept onto seungkwan's face. He was too in love with junhui. and he wishes it would be his last. "Mhm" Don't get mingyu wrong, he is happy for his friend. But something just didn't seem right. But, he hoped for the best.