Loveless

Chapter 3

"Come on over here I got a massage table I wanna do a hot oil massage on you save" she quickly grabbed a robe from the couch like she was nervous about what she was gonna do.

"Hey look you aint have to do all this I appreciate it though" I looked at her and it seems her face became sad I slowly grabbed the robe and stepped out of my slides and took off my track suit. I wasnt nervous about Missy seeing my body because she already seen everything. I was in fact nervous if I was leading her on a little too much or maybe a little too long. I put the robe on and layed on the massage table crossing my arms and laying my head down.

" Okay so I already pre heated the oil so if its too hot just let me know" she lean over and grabbed a bonnet gently placing my long peruvian bundles in the bonnet. She pulled my robe down passed my shoulders down to my mid back and squeezed the oil out onto my back. She started to massage my neck and then my back. Pushing and kneading my neck and back. Damn this shit feels really good I almost let out a moan til I felt her hands on my butt. I jumped up tryna to catch her I grabbed her hands.

"Hey hey! its ok its ok nothing sexually I know I am just rubbing the oil down" she looked down at me with understanding she seen the stern look I gave her and she nodded

I layed back down and try to relax again she moved to my feet. Rubbing the oil between my toes and around my ankles. She really did know how to relax me even though I disliked it. Missy have seen me in my most vulnerable states. She knew more about me then I intended her to but she was just always around. I really wish I could repay her for her time but theres nothing I can or could give her. I tried to break things off with her you know distance myself but it seems she always found a way back.

"Hey I was thinking I could come back to your place tonight, my shift is done and I wanted to spend some time with you" I nodded my head I could us some company. Today makes it 16 years since my mother died and its was bothering me. My mom and I wasnt really close but she was always sick not physically but mentally she battled depression for a long time. She eventually lost herself to it, engaging in drugs she overdosed in our bathtub I was the one that found her.

We gathered all our stuff and headed to my town house. I got my house built on the outstretch of chicago because I didnt like the attention and I wanted the alone time. I dropped my keys in the dresser draw by the front entrance. That night Missy held me as cried she kissed my neck and my cheeks. I didnt need to explain to her because she already knows not to ask questions. That morning I woke up to breakfast eggs, grits and waffles with strawberry toppings and orange juice.

"Morninggg I made you something before I left I know you were upset last night" I nodded my head

"Thanks I appreciate you" I gave a small smile

" ok so date night Friday?" She looked up at me from the stove

I signed because I honestly cared about Missy but I think she just hard headed as fuck. " look we cant keep doing this I dont think this is going to end good"

She slammed the pan down and looked at me with anger in her eyes.
" look save I am sick of playing these games with you, ya got me up here kissing on suck on ya toes and then u wanna act like we not saying I love yous like what the fuck?! Is it me?"

I rubbed my hand across my face because I was annoyed and I was tryna find the words to say to her.

" look its not you and I been told you to stop all that I dont make you do half of the shit you do I love you as a friend Missy but you wanna date and honestly I wanna know how u wanna date somebody you cant fuck?" I screwed my face up in confusion because for the longest time. Me and Missy was never sexually I mean we kissed but thats as far as we got.

" you dont even try Save" I seen a tear roll down her cheek

"I am asexual I dont have sexual feelings to be honest I dont think I find anybody attractive"

I looked over and she still had anger in her eyes. She shook her head as like she was in disbelief. She picks up her coffee mug and slangs the coffee at me. I dodged it quickly standing up and grabbing my gun from the holding slot under the table. I grabbed her by neck and placed the gun tip in mouth.

" Bitch you trying me and I dont like to be tried!" If she wasnt scared before she was now. She got disrespectful and I wasnt having that shit, this is why I havent let anybody closed to me. My father tried me and I wasnt letting anybody else try me. I walked her over to the door and pushed her out.

"Save I am sorry" she looked up at me crying trying to grab my hands

"Missy I am done with you for real this time dont come back around me" I slammed my door shut and walked back to the kitchen

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Location: Muhammad corner store 5pm

Dawn was anxious while G was going over the locations his phone kept blowing up. He was tryna play it off but G was getting suspicious told him to go handle it.

He walked out to range rover parked in the alley on the back end of the store. Got in and quickly locked the door he looked at his phone and realized it was Ezra. This was Jamal uncle, Ezra was always jealous of Jamal but he lowkey idolized him for his hustle. Mutli- million dollar drug hustle he thought Jamal would have left it to him when he found out he was sick but Ezra was mistaken. I called him back to see what was up.

" yo whats up bruh I told you not to fucking call me"

" dont answer the damn phone like that I wanted to see how shit was going I aint paid you for nothing!"

"Ite first and foremost I am doing the job you paid me to do 2nd I said I would keep you updated now you making me look bad by blowing my phone up acting like a luh bitch" I tighten my hold around the phone cause shit was making me tight.

"Look all I need to know is the locations they keep their supply at I need the corner stores and the main building do you have it or nah"

" No! You dummy why would I have it and we just made the agreement yesterday this shit gonna take time if u want it done right"

"Ite what about the end of the week"

I rubbed my hands down my face because this fucker was greedy and he would have me laid out dead if I wasnt careful "Yo this shit gonna take a couple of months you cant blow these people spot they gonna know it was us we just got here if they find out we gonna be dead imma have all the info by the end of winter"  I hung up the phone I gotta form a plan to get to the final supply location. Knowing G and Savage they not gonna let me Preq nowhere near there. One of us gotta get closer this shit aint gonna be easy.