Maybe I was the reason..maybe he cheated on me because I was saving myself for marriage.I always thought to myself I will get married to a handsome intelligent man who loved me for me and not just what I have but fairy tails never come true.
I officially came to the conclusion that I am the issue I can't have a man without them doing me dirty and it's my fault I don't know how yet but I know it's my fault.
As I currently lye in my bed I try to get my mind off of him the fact that I wanted him to call me and tell me it was all a hoax it was all a joke but it wasn't part of me knew he wasn't going to call me or even check on me at all.
I was too kind..to humble for my own good..
I get up out of my bed and get on my knees beside my bed and pray.. " our father who is in heaven holy be thy name dy kindom come dy will be done on earth as it is in heaven give us this day i daily pray and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. Amen"
I get off my knees and lay down as sleep consumes me. -7am- As my alarm goes off I get up and grab my phone and see I have 2 missed calls from my best friend zariyah. I call her back to see what she wants
"Hey you called?" "Yeah I did I wanted to ask if you wanted to hang out and take us some photos" "Yeah let's do it I need the sunlight anyways just let me take a shower and get dressed"I sigh into the phone as I hang up before she has the chance to bring him up.
I get in the shower wash my hair and shave places that needs to be shaved then rinsed off my whole body dryed off myself and hair then changed into my white and pink sweats and plain pink cropped top with my golden necklace I got for my birthday.
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Today will be a long day I just can't wait till it's over. As I wait on my best friend to pull up I go into my kitchen and make me an waffle with strawberry syrup.
Once I'm almost done with my food my best friend walks inside my house I knew exactly who it was because she has a key.
"Wassup you ready?" "Yeah just let me take this last bite" I grab a wet cloth and wipe my hands and walk outside to her car "So where are we going first?"
"So your not gonna tell me what happened?"
"We can talk about me later what about u and Shawn?"
"Girl you know Shawn will be Shawn he talking about having a kid ion know if I wanna go that far with him yet"
"Girl y'all have been together for 2years you really think he's gonna break your heart?"
"Girl you just never know what might happen and he hasn't even proposed to me yet and you know I'm saving myself for marriage"
"You right you right I'm trying to do the same thing"I say with a slight giggle
We pull up to Applebees get out the car and walk into the restaurant we wait for someone to bring us to our table so we can order
Once we were seated and we ordered she got right back on the subject "So did you tell your dad about this man or did u keep him a secret until u fully trusted him?" "Well you know how I am when it comes to my parents and daddy wouldn't have excepted him anyway"
Daddy's always been the leader of gang for as long as I can remember my brother plans to take his place as the leader one day but me I've given my body and soul to the lord and savior Jesus Christ me and my mother it's kinda funny I would have never thought it would be like this everyone thought I would follow my fathers footsteps
"Well your right..anyways what did he do this time?"
"He cheated on me with saia"
"I told you she was a snake"
"Yeah I know but you know how I am I'm too nice for my own good"
"How about this you spend some time with your family and I'll handle her"
"You know if I do that I'm more than likely to turn back into the girl I once was and I can't do that"
"Ok then spend time with your mom you know how she is"
"Yeah ik but moms been going through a lot I'll just stay home and watch movies"
"Girl don't look now but guess who just walked through the door"
I slowly turned around hoping it wasn't him and to my surprise it wasn't him but it was my brothers best friend clearly showing his gun on his pants and walking through Applebees like he owned the place he wasn't all that he had hazel like eyes with a clean fade and he was darkskin with a gold grill and he looked weird to me but to each it's own, the girls gawked at his appearance like he was the king of zimbobway
"Girl why he here?"
"No clue but it looks like your brother is with him"
This time I turned all the way around to see my brother with his dark purple dyed hair and fresh fade looking this way. He starts walking over right once I turn around
"What's good tae"
"What's up why you ain't tell me you was gonna be here?"
"Cause I'm grown" I say chuckling a little
"True enough what y'all girls over here talking about"
"Just life we chillin you wanna come and eat with us?"
"Nah I'm good imma take my food to go me and quan bouta go to the trap I can pay for y'all meal though"
"Nah we got it preciate it tho bro" I say with no hesitation I don't want him to pay because he always send me up to 12k every week even when I give it back he just doubles the money
"Ight..we'll y'all have a great evening" he turned around and went to go and wait for his food next to quan I waved their way cause he wouldn't stop looking this way then u turned around we continued to talk until our food was all gone
I called the waiter over to get our bill "Umm excuse me what's our total?" "Umm ma'am your meal was already paid for." "Umm do you mind telling me who paid?"
"The owner of this restaurant did." " who's the owner?" Who was this owner I know my brother didn't own this he owned Popeyes and all the target places in our area so who payed for our meal..
So...how am I doing so far should I continue this series or like should I just stop now lmao..😅
Anyways who is this owner could it be quan who wouldn't stop looking this way or another gentleman?
