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I wake up alone in my bed which brings tears to my eyes, I sniffle as I turn over and see the rain weather outside of my window. My heart felt like it was breaking in even more pieces day by day, I felt sick to my stomach literally. It's been a week without seeing Von, it was bothering me not knowing how he was. The last time I seen him bleeding, alone in the grass outside of his home constantly plays in my mind.
I just couldn't believe that Durk would allow that frog face Memo shoot Von, it was never that deep. I can't believe that he turned his back on Von who was there for him, for us for all these years. It seems like now Durk is trying to replace Von with Memo, they've been hanging together so tightly this whole week. It makes my skin crawl, I'm so disappearing in Durk. Things between us has been bad as well, I'm not even speaking to him. He thinks I'm going to come around, but he has no idea I'm not speaking to him at all. Not until he gets his mind together, because clearly he lost it. All sense whatsoever.
My stomach starts to turn into knots causing me to run to the bathroom and throw up what I had from last night. This whole situation was affecting me in the worse way, in every way. Mentally, physically and emotionally. I was not okay and I hated this feeling. Once I'm done throwing up I clwan the bathroom up and myself. I didnt feel like dressing up so much so I just threw on jogging pants and a sweater crop top. My silk pressed hair was still looking good so I just leave it down. No need for make up, just lip gloss and some perfume.
Grabbing my phone, I leave out my bedroom heading downstairs. Like usual Durk and his friends are all downstairs cackling and playing the game, I mentally roll my eyes as I walk pass them, going into the kitchen to grab a can of Ginger ale, pickles and cotton candy. I know werid, but I they look good to me so I'll just eat it. I dont even bother going to sit next to them on the couch, I just stay at the island on my phone, playing Candy crush.
" What you over thea eating BabyGirl?" Memo says to me.
I roll my eyes, as I wrap my cotton candy on my pickle, he got some nerve trying to talk to me after what he did to Von. He's lucky I haven't tried to kill him... but I'm thinking about it.
" She ova here eating some werid shit", Muwop says laughing as he walks over to see what I'm eating.
" Like what?" Durk asks, in a curious manner.
" Pickles and cotton candy", Muwop tells him.
" Giselle you pregnant?" Durk asks, I can hear his voice coming close which makes me roll my eyes.
