The Secret

Chapter 4

Cheryl's pov————————————————-
It is now 2 weeks after what happened with Toni and I have been pretty distant from everyone.

Betty tried to get me out of my house last weekend but I refused because she said Toni was coming and bringing a friend which I already know who that is I also haven't told Betty anything about what happened.

Right now Betty is trying to get me to come to pops with her.

"I don't want to go Betty I don't feel like it, ok"I said

"What's wrong with you Cher you've been like really distant from all of us"Betty said

"Nothing is wrong I'm just...not up to do anything right now" I said

"There has to be something wrong just tell me damit!!!"

"You know what fine I've been distant because Toni cheated on me right in front of my fucking face!!!!!" I yelled

Betty's face when from worried to angry like really really angry

"She did what now" she said calmly

"She cheated on me with some guy" I whispered looking down with tears running down my face

Betty came over to me and pulled me into a hug

"It's going to be ok you'll find someone who really cares for you ok"she said

"You say that about everyone I date but guess what it's the same shit over and over again, nobody is going to love and care for me like I want to be, they are all just going to fuck me, take my money, then leave because I'm just not lovable enough for someone to love me for who I am. I just want to be fucking loved for once, but nooo I'm just a fuck and dump to everybody,

like why can't anyone love me, my parents don't love me, my aunts and uncles don't love me, my grandmother and grandfather don't love me, almost all of my cousins don't love me, hell even my fucking nieces and nephews don't even love me, what's the point of living anymore it's not like anyone wants me here, hell only you and nana rose are the only ones who care about me." I said with even more tears running down my face.

I looked up at Betty and she had tear running down her face and rage in her eyes

" come on we are going somewhere." She said getting up and I followed her

"Where are we going." I said wiping my face

"Somewhere" was all she said
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When I felt the car park I looked up and saw that we were at Toni's house

" why are we here I don't want to be here she obviously doesn't want anything to do with me." I said sadly looking down

" you're not going in just me" she said

I just nodded still looking down with tears and playing with my fingers
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Betty's pov

I got out of the car and started banging on Toni's front door.

The door opened and it was Ms Topaz

"Hi Ms T is Toni here" I asked nicely

"Yes she is dear she's in her room" she said opening the door more for me to com in.

I went up to Toni's room walked in not carrying if I knocked or not.

When I walked in she was scrolling through her phone

"Topaz we have a big problem."

"What do you mean" she said