Winter's pov:
Is this a punishment for me? Is it okay for my heart to break like this? I don't need to go to the place where I will be happy when I already found happiness in one person, is god teasing me? Is this their plan? You are such a bad person winter, you don't deserve happiness,
I don't deserve karina!I punched wall while I looked at the mirror
-I should tell this to karina
I told it to myself while I was washing my handsAt that moment I knew that I didn't have a choice, there even would be a chance to destroy everything, to tell someone that I am born for a second time and reason is her
-ahhh, fuck you winter!
I said with anger
Suddenly karina said from outside
-are you okay winter?Without realizing I opened the bathroom door and hugged her
-are you oka-
-shh
I stopped her and hugged her more tightlyshe massaged my hair softly and said
-it's okay win, you can cry
I put my head on her shoulder and criedMinutes after we heard happy voices from outside, it was ningning and giselle
I let go of karina, she wiped my tears
-you can explain it later
I smiled at her-guess who's here!!
Giselle shouted
they rushed to us for hug
-we missed you guys!
-we missed you too
-let's got outside now,I'm so exited to see China streets and all
-all lies guys,she's just hungryNingning rolled her eyes
-not your business, and yea,I'm exited because it's been a while I wasn't here because of studying in Korea, idiot
-is my baby angry? You know I love when you are like thatGiselle hugged her and pinch her cheeks
-hey stop it~
-ahh you are so cute, let's go I will buy you a every food in China
she drag ningning while both of them were smilingKarina and I laughed at them then we went outside too
time skip
-Omg this food is so delicious, I missed China so much
-guys eat fast,we have to go to the cinema too
-okay okay,I'm done let's go nowWe went to the cinema, many people was around us, karina, ningning and giselle are choosing a movie to watch,their bright smile and happy faces, this is a moment when everything went slow down
If this is not my happy place, then what is-let's go
Karina told me and hold my hand when I was still in my thoughtswhen we sat on the seats in cinema karina looked at me with smile
-I will not give you a chance to be lost when I'm with yousome hot air went to my empty and cold body after what she said, my empty heart is warm for one more time
I smiled weakly to her and looked away-I'm sorry for loving you, it will only destroy you, maybe we aren't meant to be together
After hearing this sentences from the movie I couldn't anymore-I-I will back in a minutes
Giselle and Ningning looked at me confused while eating a popcorn
Karina followed me-winter! winter wait for me
I go to the balcony, I leaned against the railing
And looked down-winter-
-what do you want?!
I looked at her angrily
-what do I want? what's wrong with you today? you are ignoring me all the time
-just leave me alone karina
-I won'tI turned to her
-I said leave me
-I won't! I am not going to leave before you will tell me what's wrong
-I will destroy you karina! Just go before it's too late
-you will never destroy me winter! For the first time I found someone I am happy with, you will never destroy me!
-even if I would tell you that I will disappear from you soon?suddenly snow flakes dropped on my head, the snow all around to me and karina, karina's face and my stopped heart, what I am even doing?
-what you mean by that?
-listen,I wasn't going to tell you this,but I have no choice, I born again for you karinaKarina sighed
-you are kidding me right
-No, I know this is hard to believe, I swear I'm not lying, not a single word
-and gods sent you here again right
-YES
-you're so funny wintershe laughed then looked me coldly
-as I knew winter, I'm nothing for you, you could just said it, not to say whole fairy taleas I thought, she didn't believe me, it's so obvious, who ever would believe that
She was about to go when I hold her hand and pull her to hug, I hold her strongly and looked at her eyes, then down on her lips, I hold her face and kissed her carefully
I thought that she wouldn't respond the kiss but suddenly she wrapped her shoulders around my neck and kissed back while she said
-I still hate you..
Author's note:
Love hate relationships 💘 💳
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Second Born (winrina)
FanfictionA girl,who spent her life useless with bad actions have only one more chance to change her behavior to be born again as new.