Out Of Place

Chapter 2: It seems like a drama

My first love began in kindergarten, which may sound ridiculous, but it's true. We were just clueless kids back then, oblivious to the ways of the world.

I can't even recall what drew me to that little boy. Maybe it was his smile, since he was the first person to ever smile at me. It's absurd, I know. But hey, that's just how I roll-out little bit crazy ....⊙⊙.

But, let's not dwell on ancient history. There's no chance he'll magically reappear in my life, as if by some twisted fate and honestly, that's probably for the best.

I can't believe how many k-dramas I've been watching lately, it's ridiculous ! But let's move on.

And guess where I am now ? Yep, back at the bus stop, waiting for that darn bus to take me to school. I couldn't care less about going to school. Who would, right ? Just the thought of it drains all my energy .

I mean, what's the point of me going there anyways ? And even when I do go, I always end up dozing off in class and then getting stuck with cleaning duty. It's a never ending cycle. Ugh!!

Sometimes, I daydream about my life being as exciting as a k-drama. You know, having a blast with friends in class, going to the park and karaoke at night on weekends, and even being caught in a love triangle with two attractive guys fighting over me.

It sounds like a dream come true, right? But let's face it, that's not happening in real life.

In fact, I don't even have a single friend because the whole school thinks I'm a troublemaker. I guess you could say I'm an outcast.

It's hard to say if I made them think I'm weird or if I really am weird. But what I do know is that everyone seems to be living their lives according to some predetermined script. It's like they're all striving to be that person with the prestigious job, the fancy title, and the wealth you can only dream of. It's as if it's an obligation.

Personally, I find it disheartening. We're all just following the same path, studying hard, graduating, finding a stable job, and working ourselves to the bone. It's a monotonous routine that leaves little room for fun and spontaneity. Frankly, I'm not a fan.

But I think in life, everyone has a purpose. We're not here to do the same thing as everyone else. We all have our own way of living. Others are always afraid of being different, as if it's a sin.

But, I think we need to do something that makes our heart beat, something we love. Everyone has something special.

what I really wanted to say is... well, never mind. Who needs seriousness anyway? That's probably why people think I'm strange.

And here she is again, dragging herself through the morning like always.

Ugh, I'm so exhausted ! She Sigh in exhaustion. I couldn't sleep a wink because my favorite drama was on, and I got completely sucked in. And of course that little punk he's also a part of my restless night. Now I have a huge dark circle under my eyes and can barely keep them open.

Maybe I shouldn't have stayed up so late. Now my head is killing me.

LAST NIGHT.......

I'm going to see only the two episode no more.....okay!! setbyul just two episode.....

I told myself I would only watch two episodes, but of course, that didn't happen. I opened my laptop.

" Wait a second.....This drama has finally aired?! Can you believe it?" saw that the drama I've been waiting for was finally aired. I've been anticipating it for months, and now it's out!