MHRW (RAGHVI)

Pallavi's Realisation

It was 2 days after the award ceremony  nights. Raghav was giving cold shoulder to Pallavi and though Amma had forgave her but Pallavi was guilty she realized that to fulfill her so called kartavya ( which is not her kartavya any more ). She is ignoring her love and her real kartavya. She is hurting Raghav to such extent that she had never imagined. She decided that enough is enough she will now punish herself for torturing Raghav. She decided she will leave the D's clan to take care of Mandar and leave. She was leaving the house when VD stopped her
VD:- Pallavi tum iss waqt kaha jaa rahi ho.
P:- Baba mai apne ghar jaa rahi hun.
VD:- Par iss waqt
P:- Wo mera ghar hai baba mai jab bhi cahu waha jaa sakti hun and haa agar kisi ne bhi mujhe rokne ki koshis ki toh mai bhul jaungi ki iss ghar ne mujhe do saal tak asra diya tha.
VD:- Par Mandar
P:- Mandar k liye mai jitna kar sakti thi wo kiya aab mera aur bhi kartavya hai jinko maine kafi ignore kiya hai aur nhi kar sakti. Usk liye aap log hai na aur maine ek full time nurse ko bol diya hai. Wo kal se aa jayegi.
VD:- Wo tumhara pati hai Pallavi.
Pallavi is pissed off as she now realised that the were just using her and she was letting them use her.
P:- maine aap se pahle bhi kaha hai aur aaj akhri baar kah rahi hun ki mera pati sirf Raghav hai and mai sirf Pallavi Raghav Rao hun. Isk baad agar kisi ne iss baat ko nazarandaaz kiya ya hum dono k beech aane ki koshis ki toh anzam jo hoga usk jimmedar aap log honge. Ardamayinda?
With that she finally exits the D's house informing Aai that she is leaving for her home.
On the way she called Raghav but he ignored it like last 2 days then she texted him
P:- Raghav i know maine tumhe bahut hurt kiya hai and itna ki sayad mujhe andaza bhi nhi hoga. Maine tumhe promise kiya tha ki mera past kabhi bhi humare beech nhi ayega lekin mai uss promise ko nibha nhi payi. Pallavi Raghav Rao apna promise nhi nibha payi. Sayad mai apne so called kartavya me itni ulajh gayi ki maine apna asli farz apne pyaar k saath injustice kar baithi. Usk liye mai saza ki haqdaar hun. Mujhe pata hai ki tum aur Amma toh mujhe saza doge nhi. Isiliye mai khud apne aap ko saza dungi. Bye aur apna dhyan rakhna.
She switched off her phone and throws it and goes. Raghav sees the message and becomes restless thinking about what will Pallavi do to herself. He tries calling her then her phone is unreachable. Then he calls aai
A:- Raghav beta Pallu ghar pauch gayi kya wo 2 ghante pahle yaha se nikli thi. Itni baarish ho rahi hai mujhe uski fiqar ho rahi hai aur uska phone bhi nhi lag raha hai.
R:- (confused) Pallavi yaha kyu hogi aai?
Aai explains everything that happened in D's house to Raghav and tells him that Pallavi left from there. Raghav assures aai that Pallavi is fine just little tierd and resting.
Raghav becomes more restless after everything and curses himself for not picking up her phone. He literally runs out of the house to search for Pallavi. He could not imagine what will Pallavi do to herself. He was in his thoughts when he noticed Pallavi sitting under a tree and cursing herself and getting wet in the rain he goes near her and calls her.
R:- Pallavi
No response
R:- Pallavi chalo ghar
No response
Raghav picks her up and takes inside RR mansion and goes to there room and tells her to change. She stands still, no response. Raghav starts worrying about Pallavi and he hugs her tightly without worrying about getting wet but still no reaction from Pallavi. He sighs and opens her saree pallu thinking that Pallavi will react but she is still like a statue. Raghav starts worrying about her state he makes her change and wear her night gown makes her sit in the bed and starts drying her hair with the towel. Pallavi is still numb she is not talking to anyone.
Raghav cups her face and tells
R:- Pallavi ye kya halat bana k rakha hai  apna. Haan mai janta hai ki mai tumse naraj tha kyuki mere itne important din me mera wife mere pass mhi tha toh mai hurt tha lekin mai aisa kabhi nhi caha tha ki tum apne aap ko aisa saza de.
P:- i am sorry mai saza k hi layak hun mai pyaar k layak nhi hun maine galti ki hai galti nhi gunha kiya hai. Mujhe saza do.
R:- Pallavi tum aisa kaiko bol raha hai. Mai aab thik hai. Tum hai mere pass toh mai thik hai. Amma bhi apna beti se naraz nhi hai phir tum aisa kaiko bol raha hai.
Pallavi again repeat the same thing.
R:- Pallavi i know ki tum guilty feel kar raha hai  but pls aab jo hua use bhul jao and hum apni normal life me wapas aa jate hai.
But Pallavi keeps on repeating the same thing. Raghav hugs her and tries to calm her down but she is not in her senses she keeps on repeating the same line again and again. This worries Raghav and he thinks now what to do. Suddenly he feels Pallavi  whole weight on his body and he finds her quiet. Raghav realises that she fainted. He makes her lie down on the bed and immediately calls Farhad to ask for doctor.
After 15 mins Farhad enters with doctor and doctors checks Pallavi
D:- Dekhiye Mrs Rao ka BP bahut fluctuate ho raha hai. Sayad inhe kisi baat ka anxiety hai stress hai and lagta hai inhone kuch dino se khana pina bhi thik se nhi kiya weakness bhi hai inhe. Aap log bas inka khyal rakhna ki yeh rest kare and inki diet proper ho and haan inhe anger issues  ho sakte hai toh inhe pls gussa na dilaye warna inki halat aur kharab ho jayegi
R:- Ok Doctor mai dhyan rakhega.
Doctor leaves with Farhad and Raghav lies down beside Pallavi and thinks of her situation yeh tumne kya haal kar liya apna saree ka dukan mai kabhi yeh nhi cahta tha sayad mera hi galti hai tumhe waha jane hi nhi dena cahiye tha mai janta tha ki tum waha jayega toh kuch na kuch to hoyega hi and he promised that he will mow take care of his wife and sleeps cuddling her.
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So guys thats it for this part i will continue it to another part as it turned out to be longer than intended. Guys pls do vote and comment your views opinions and suggestions if any.