Ariana
I was sitting at the table eating and I smiled as Aubrey rubbed my thigh and I looked. He nods for me to go ahead and I nodded.
"We have an announcement to make." I said smiling.
"Your pregnant?" My mom gushed smiling.
"Woah." I said and Aubrey mom laughs.
"Kids is a bit much but I'd love to have some." Aubrey said looking at me and I shifted uncomfortably and he noticed.
"We are getting married." I said and everybody stopped. My parents looked at me shocked.
"Marriage already? Ariana your husband just died are you sure you are ready?" My mom asked.
"Well actually we are getting married because of paparazzi." Aubrey said. "They found out that me and Ariana was allegedly engaged because I wanted Ariana to go with me to a business date as my fiancé so I didn't have to be set up with a girl. Apparently paparazzi found out and I don't want to face backlash from faking it." He said.
"There's a lot of I's in this Aubrey." His mom said. "What about Ariana, she lost her husband. Sweetie is this what you want?" She asked and all eyes were on me including Aubrey.
"If you want me to be honest." I softly spoke. "I like being with Aubrey." I said and I saw the smile on his face and he quickly puts it away. "I mean yeah we are getting married for paparazzi but when I'm with him I'm not depressed I'm not thinking about chris. I know I shouldn't push my feelings away but I can't help but to like being with Aubrey. He's a good guy and he takes care of me even though we aren't like together together. I feel like if I'm going to agree to marry him it should be like how marriage is; no other people, a real wedding, etc. I didn't get to do my dream wedding because chris family had their tradition...now I actually have a chance." I softly spoke looking at Aubrey and he rubs on me smiling.
"We also have a family tradition though." His mom said and I looked at her.
"Yes mom but it's her wedding." Aubrey said. "I understand it's a family tradition to get married at a church and whatever but she deserves to have her beach wedding that she dreamed of. It's bad enough im dragging her to marrying me I think it's the atleast I could do." He said to her and she sighs.
"Your right Chico, but your father is not going to like this one bit." His mom said.
"Dad you've been quite." I said to him and he looks at me.
"I just don't want you hurt again." My dad said and he grabs my hand. "Your my princess." He said.
"I know dad." I said to him.
"Is this what you want?" My dad asked.
"Yes." I said to him.
"I respect anything you do I just want you happy." My dad said and I nodded.
Three hours later,
"Alright bye, it was nice seeing you Mrs. Graham." I said smiling and we hugged.
"Aww just call me sandi." His mom said smiling.
"Alright baby, I have to get your father home he's so tired." My mom said hugging me and I smiled hugging her. "Call me about the wedding so we can plan it." She said. "And you we have to hang out some time." She said to chris mom.
"Of course, are you busy for the weekend we can go get our nails done and go to a spa?" His mom said going out the house with my mom. Well okay. Lol.
"Bye baby." My dad said kissing my cheek. "Take care of her." He pointed to Aubrey and he smiles having his arms around me.
"Don't worry Mr. Grande, she's in good hands." Aubrey said kissing my cheek and I smiled.
"That's what I like to hear, have a good night." My dad said shutting the door and I turned around standing on my tilt toes and wrapping my arms around him and he grips my waist gently.
"Mm, now it's just me and you." I said and he chuckles rubbing his lips against mine.
"Just me and you." Aubrey said and we kissed and kissed until.
"I think I left my purse-oh." His mom said and we quickly pulled away. I looked and she smirked. "Fake marriage my ass." She said with a smirk grabbing her purse from the rack.
"Mom!" Aubrey exclaimed and she laughs.
"We will talk later I have to go." His mom said blowing kisses and she rushed out shutting the door.
"Now back to where we were." Aubrey said picking me up and I giggled.
2 am, I snuggled against Aubrey and he rubbed on me. My head was on his chest and his arms were wrapped around me.
"Do you not want kids?" Aubrey asked me softly. I looked at him.
"Where is this coming from?" I asked him.
"When I said I didn't mind having children you tensed up." Aubrey said to me and I sighed.
"I don't want to talk about it-
"Just like you don't want to talk to be about the nightmare." Aubrey sighs. "I know your not ready to open up to me but if we are going to be married I'd like to know things about you so I can help you." He said to me and it was quiet. He just sighed.
"I'm infertile." I said and he looks at me shocked. I had a lot of tears form. "I've never told chris and that's the main reason why we would argue because he wanted kids. It's not that I don't want kids it just I can't have kids." I said and he wipes my tears. "I mean I still have chances but it's so little of me to get pregnant." I softly spoke.
"What caused this? Was you just born like this or?" Aubrey asked softly.
"I got raped when I was 8 years old." I softly spoke and he was shocked. "I haven't went through puberty yet and this guy he was drunk and to be honest he was a cute guy. He asked me did I want some candy. I loved candy back then and I'd never say no to candy and I said yes. He said that he had a Twix for me in his car and I didn't know what he meant I thought he atally meant a Twix chocolate bar which was one of my favorite candy bars. I accidentally went to his car and all of the sudden he pulls me in the back seat and he um." I blinked back my tears. "He just took my clothes off ripped them off of me and I was screaming. He covered my mouth and he raped me. I felt like I was in his car for the longest. He wouldn't get off of me. He kept thrusting inside me. It hard to be like thirty minutes of him raping me. He finally got off of me and he cummed in my face. He then got off of me in shocked. It's like when he cummed he finally realized what he did. He started freaking out. He was saying what did he just do and I was just crying. He told me to leave and I couldn't grab my clothes he took me out and he pulled off. I was crying to the park and everybody was looking at me in shocked. My mom screamed so loud and ran to me with the polices. She couldn't find me so she already had the polices there." I softly spoke. "I never told them what the guy looked like. I never said a word." I softly spoke. "I guess that's why I always get nightmares because I never got closure." I whispered. "I just feel like he felt bad that I didn't have to turn him in." I whispered and he wiped my tears. "I just want to know why would he scar me to life? I can't get pregnant." I just burst into tears and Aubrey sits up holding me and I cried in his chest.
"I'm so sorry baby." Aubrey whispered. "Everything will be just fine I promise." He whispered kissing on my neck and I cried.
"It's not fair." I whispered.
"I know it's not fair baby." Aubrey said kissing me over and over and he wiped my tears rubbing on me. "Ima get you pregnant, I promise baby." He said and my heart flutters and I looked at him as he wiped my tears. "I don't care if we aren't together ima get you pregnant okay?" He whispered and I nodded and he pulls me in his arms and I snuggled against him closing my eyes.
I hope so
