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A life where the future is unknown
On this transportation to a new destination
Where we begin to reminisce the window panels of the past

When u miss me, remember you had me and I wasn't enough
I leave because you gaslighted me and you made it a habit
It was rough

Spaces between us with these silent howling screams
Up all night my thoughts are extreme

There was a hole in my heart
There were tears in my eyes

I was 20, alone with nothing to do and I couldn't sleep
Remembering the trauma you blew

To leave and be free
Buried your marks seriously

Look at me, I'm letting go of this
Endless pains where I am alone

©️ VI.VII.MMXXI

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