MR. AiRPLANE

JERK (Pre-Sequel)

NOTE: this is just a glimpse of their lives after that heart-breaking night.

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Haruto can no longer remember the last time since he saw Yedam step inside the bar, He has no news about him or whatsoever.. All he knows is that the the guy has now another place to hangout that he don't know about.. Stories and rumors about the latter continue but whatever he heard he'll just let it come out of his other ear.

His squad don't even talk or mention him, especially when he's around, which he's been really grateful for because (even if he doesn't acknowledge how he feels) even just the mere mention of Yedam's name still feels like a blade cutting his chest and right through his heart if it doesn't make it beats harder for him. 

At times when he is alone, he just cries the pain and loneliness he feels.. He still really loves him, infact his feelings just keeps getting stronger it doesn't make sense at all.. Because how come he keeps loving the person even if he don't see him anymore..?? It's really absurd, FUCK.. FUCKING LOVE he curse sometimes and kicks whatever his foot can reach out of frustration.. 

Another Friday night passed and a lot in the past that had passed(sorry for confusing y'all LOL) but the look on Yedam's face that night before he completely disappeared from his life continued to haunt him.. It was so CLEAR even the last words he told him. Most especially the warmth of the kiss he left in his cheek before he said goodbye while crying as he left running, Haruto still can't forgive himself, but he still doesn't know what really happened, until now he still doesn't know that they both feel the same, that they both love each other and both are hurting....

He continued his daily routine, going to school in the morning and taking his studies seriously, he was taking double or trice the lessons load just so Yedam would never cross his mind, because by the time he let his thoughts of him enter his head, he would be back again in the pit of all his sadness, He will lose the desire to study and if he's being lucky he will just cry like a fool, but who is he to blame..?? He chose to hurt someone so precious to him and be hurt at the same time so must he suffer.

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On the other hand, the days that passed for Yedam were different, since the night he decided to disappear from Haruto's life for good, he tried things that even he could not believe he would do.. He never stepped anywhere near a bar again, He decided to find new things to keep his focus such as Volunteering with Charities, Even return to his passion for hiking and his love for photography.. He also met new people and acquaintances, He's still hurting but maybe he is stronger now, He can forgive but he never forgets, HE CAN'T.. 

His secret admirers have increased overtime, he can even beat a famous celebrity now because everywhere he goes there are people who recognised and gives him letters or gifts but he also can't deny that the simple things and sweet gestures makes him smile from time to time..

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Haruto did not expect NOA to be with them today, since the guy became his brother's boyfriend he's never been apart from their group, He sees how happy they are so somehow he feels relieved because he knows the latter really loves his brother and he will not hurt him the way Haruto did to Yedam. 

They're eating happily but NOA keeps complaining, he doesn't understand much because Haruto don't really like eavesdropping to other's conversation ..