Katy and the terrible news

September 26 1986

 I woke up to my sister and mom fighting. Like do they even know I am sleeping?? I felt ill when I woke up but my mom said if I was feeling worse at lunch to call her. I went to school with a headache, Bethany said Hi to me and was acting strange. I thought I was hallucinating so I ignored it. Seeing Abigail with other people made me sad. There was a poster about running clubs so I signed up because I am a pretty good runner. To prepare since Abigail's leaving I signed up for a relay team. I put my name under "people that don't have a group. I will be in a bad group but I don't care. Bethany kept being nice to me throughout the day. I felt sicker so I called my mom. While I waited and grabbed my bag from my locker to go home. Bethany said " aww poor thing well I hope you get better" What in the world is going on and how the heck does she know I am sick I could just be going to the dentist or something. My mom came to pick me up and brought me home. I just played on my bed stalking my sister's Instagram. Afterwards, I got some rest and chilled. My mom told me someone was here to see me. It was Bethany. I sat on the couch and asked why she was there. She told me she felt bad that Abigail and I were in a fight before she left. I think she's just putting on an act. Why does she care? She doesn't like us anyways. She also told me I am sick because I am sad about what's going to happen with me and Abigail." Maybe" I said, " but how do u know?" She said" Well I had a BFF who moved schools and I thought I was sick but it was just me being sad. Later that friend moved on to someone else. I was sad for weeks because she didn't want to hang out" She looked sad and hurt. She ended with " Welp things change" Is Bethany trying to get me to get a new BFF that's not Abigail? I thought to myself long and hard about that.