Narry Story

Chapter 1

Niall's Pov:

Another morning of mentally, and physically torturing myself.

My inner demons were taking over me, little by little.

I look into my mirror, and hate every single inch of myself.

"You are so fat Niall," Ana mocks me.

I know I am.

As I take off my shirt, I can count every single rib.

"I'm fat I will never be good enough," I mumble to myself.

Disgusted by my appearance, I slip on a sweater, and grab my stuff heading off to school.

At least at school, I could distract myself from calorie counting.

For the most part.

My stomach growled, but I ignored it.

I always ignored it.

I kicked a pebble along the way to school, with my head down the whole way.

I would get a apple for lunch, and that was it.

I would have to run the calories off later though.

For gaining a pound, this morning, when I weighed myself.

"Bad Niall," I scold myself in my head.

I had binged the day before, and had felt awful immediately afterwards.

So no food for me at all today, except for the apple.

Finally after talking to myself, I made it into school.

My head was hurting like a motherfucker, but I somehow managed to tune everyone out.

I grabbed my books for my first class, and hurried off to class.

School went by slowly, and of course it was time for lunch.

I grabbed my apple and a water.

But also grabbed something else, so it wouldn't look suspicious.

I paid and walked over to an empty table.

I turned over the apple in my hands.

"Did I really deserve to eat this?," I ask myself.