Chapter 18

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Niall's Pov:


The next morning I woke up, I felt like someone had punched me.


I grabbed my watch, and looked at the time.


Shit I was late.


I threw my hoodie back on, and good thing I still had my shoes on.


My bag was laying next to me, and I hurried out the door.


If I was quick I could just make it.


I had never been late to school, and I wasn't about to be now.


My routine was thrown off, and it was making me anxious.


I made it to school, and threw my books into my bag.


Then I ran off to first period.


Everyone was staring at me, and I just sat down in my usual seat.


I paid them no mind.


The bell rang shortly after, and I took a deep breath.


Let the shitty day start.


The morning went by in a blur, what I was most anxious about was lunch.


I was worried Zayn and the boys would confront me.


Or they would try to make me eat.


Which wouldn't work.


Trust me, I had tried to force myself many times.


I wanted to be normal, but I didn't even know how.


Lunch came, and I walked in with my head down.


I would get healthy food, and pretend to eat it.


That's all, unless Zayn questioned me.


Then I would force some down, and throw it up later.


With that plan in place, I grabbed some veggies, lettuce, and an apple.


There good enough.


I paid and went to my usual table.


Luckily no Zayn or anyone else yet.


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