The Demons Inside Of Me

My hands... My heart

Have you ever wanted to do something you have always wanted to, but could never find the will to do so? I know this feeling all too well my friends.

Your will comes from how strong your heart is, but if your heart isn't strong enough, not purely set on that goal enough, you can never accomplish it... For instace, I, myself, have wanted to take my life recently; I never did it because I didn't have the will in my heart to abandon people who care so dearly about me. Think about that, feeling so damn low that you threaten your life because of a few people. It's no game, no joke; it's serious and needs to be handled with care.

This feeling deep within... it hurts so much that you slowly realize how weak you have become thanks to society's grasp.

If your heart is pure, you will be okay... If your heart is corrupt and been torn down like me, it is harder. We go through horrendous things, things some only think of as a simple thought of wonder.

Keep your heart pure, and your hands clean, and you'll be alright. If you feel like you may do something bad, think back and see how pure you are. You may not be the purest, but with the help of believing you are, you will find out that no one can bring you down because your heart is unstoppable.

Now, like I said before, I have been wanting to take my life, that is true. The reason behind this is because my heart and hands have not been in tune with each other. If those two are not in tune, then you will do very unchanged acts. Acts that scare all... Un-erasable acts...

~Less horrific thoughts