Howling love

Chapter 4-Kiss my boot

I remember years ago when my mom was still alive the basement used to be her dance studio. Mirrors covering every wall. Now Ron turned it into a toucher chamber. The mirrors still covered every wall but one so no matter where I look I get to see my bloody battered body.
He brung me in here and gave me a complete tour. He was very proud of what he made. In one corner there was a 12 foot deep pool and in another corner there was a metal table with straps and silver knifes next to it. There was also a wall full of guns and tazers and other torture items but the thing that scared me the most was the bed bed and rope. I was petrified to think about why that was in here.
Im tied up to the metal table it's been hours now. He's just paced around the room. I'm curious of what's going through his mind but I don't really want to find out. Rons never abused me like this before. He would only punch and kick me but he would never o to this extent. He finally stopped pacing and started walking over to me.
He growls out "why you little shit. You think I wouldn't find out that you've been using your wolf. Disobeying my orders!" I just sit there and listen to him yell. "You fucking piece of shit. No wonder why your mother wanted to give you up. She didn't though. If she was here she would greatly regret the decision of keeping you. You mangy nasty dog!" That made my wolf pissed off. Se hates to be disrespected. But I have to calm her down or else she would shift and he would probably kill me. He makes sure that I'm tied down tight before he pulls up my shirt just under my breasts and takes a silver knife and digs it deep into my stomach. Tears threaten to fall but I won't let them. I won't give Ron the satisfaction. He takes a hammer to my rip and I hear a sickening crunch. He's just about to plunge a knife in my side when his phone starts to ring. He unties me an tells me to go upstairs. I start running up the stairs when I here him pick up the phone "hello Alpha Caban......yes.....okay....it won't happen again....I'm sorry I'll take care of her right now.....okay...alrighty..good bye" with that I run up into my room I can't stay here tonight. I frantically look around for my bag. I land eyes on it just as Ron come barging in my room. He takes one step across the room and becomes face to face with me. His eyes pitch black. He screams at me "you stupid shit. You can't just not get into a fight. The fucking Alphas wondering what's gotten into you. He thinks it's home problems that affecting you at school. He said that the next time it happend she's coming for a home check. If he does. Your dead!" And with that he punches me in the face and my new fresh cut in my stomach and leaves. That's all I can handle. I break down. I have three choices to choose from.
1. Get into another fight in hopes of the Alpha saving me
2. Run away
3. Follow Ron's orders.
I'm leaning towards having the Alpha save me but what if by the time he does get here I'm already dead. What if Jason makes him keep me here. What if they won't care. If I run away that means becoming rouge and never Be able to even have the chance of being beta again. Or I can stay here and do what Ron says. But do I really want to go through all that pain. All that toucher.
Right now staying seems like the best choice. I'll play it out and see how it goes. Might not be my best desition but it's my safest.
I go into my bathroom and take my clothes off with my eyes tightly shut. I don't want to see what he's done to me. I don't wanna see what I look like.
After I'm done in the shower. I get dressed and go to sleep.
(Dream)
I'm running through the forest. I don't know where I'm headed I'm just following the most amazingest sent. It smells like pine and lavender. I run into a clearing to see Jason. He's standing there crying. I walk up to him and give him a hug I don't know what came over me. I look up into his teary blue eyes and he leans his face closer to mine. Are lips only centimeters apart. I close my eyes and lean in but when my lips connect with something I realize its not Jason anymore. It's Ron. I pull away discussed. But Ron just pulls me closer. Tears streaming down my face now. He wipes away my tears and leans in again.
(Dream over)
I wake up crying covered in sweat. I just sit there for an hour just hugging my knees. Petrified.
I look over at the clock and it's already six now. I get up and do my nissesetys for school and I leave it only took me 20 minutes to get ready today. I walk to the bus stop and wait there for it to come.
Ten minutes later it pulls up and opens its door. I take a seat in the back.
My stomach wound and rib is starting to heal thanks to my wolf. Ron forgot to give me more wolfs Bain but I'm not complaining. The bus picks up the other students and heads to school. When I get off the bus I end up falling on my stomach and scream out in pain. I landed at someone's feet. I look up only to see that it's Jason. He looks down at me with a smirk.
"Jenna. While your down there kiss my boot."
I'm shocked. He just asked me to do what.
He stomps his foot in front of my face. I was about to argue and fight with him then I Remember the phone call so I kiss his boot.
It was so embarrassing. I try to stand up but the pain of my broken rib and my stomach wound won't let me. Everyone laughs at my failed attempt to get up. I try again even harder. I get to my knees just to have Ashley come over and push me back down with her heels. She flips me onto my back with a kick in the side. I hear the same sickening crunch of another rib. He steps on my stomach ripping open my wound. Blood starts pooling around me. ashley shrieks "Ew your nasty blood got all over my new heels." Then stomps away madly. Jason just looks down with the same disgust I see every time he looks at me then walks away. My vision starts to go black and I pass out.