For this time, hal yang pernah terjadi, terjadi lagi untuk yang kedua kalinya.
At the first time, pada saat hari raya umat muslim tahun ini, i'm so miss him.
Everything i do for forget him. But, hasilnya same. I'm so miss him
And akhirnya, gue berdoa untuk hilangkan "him" from my think. Gue berdoa di setiap sujud.
But, what the happened? Him come to my home. Asli, gue udh panas dingin pas liatnya. Mana pas dateng bawa martabak, martabak kesukaan gue lagi.
And yeah, i'm so miss him again.
What i think about him, can makes me so sad. Udah sedih, trus gue feel like "omg, udh cukup dia gk pantes buat lo. Look at you! (You means "me") lo bukan apa2 di banding dia, look your kasta, look everything about you!"
Gue always tepis pemikiran klo gue miss him.
But, sometimes gue merasakan ini again. Okay, me and him sudah bisa dibilanh have a way for the each future. Tapi, gue gk bisaa. Please, sadar lo bukan apa2.
Okay see you.
26/12/21
