Little Blonde Ramsay {Marianas Trench}

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God I feel so stupid right now, first friend I make and I already have him walking out in one day.... Why was I so dumb I could have just told him, I mean he really wouldn't have card would he?

I messed up... Big time. Ugh I'm so mad at myself!!!

I undressed and climbed in the shower, I needed to let my anger out and I feel at peace in the shower, like the world doesn't exist around me. I love drawing little pictures with my finger on the steam. I remember when I was younger my mom got really mad at me for colouring all over the shower with her markers so she showed me this instead.

I climbed out of the shower half exhausted but not in as bad of a mood anymore so that was a plus. I put on my plaid panama pants and Avril Lavinge shirt, it was huge on me and really comfy to sleep in.

I climbed in my bed and closed my eyes hoping to instantly fall asleep, but of course that didn't wind up happening so finally after about an hour I gave up and turned on the tv to some really boring show that's only in at like 1 in the morning.

I also have alot of trouble sleeping at night, I'm not sure why but I'm always so tired at night and wide awake during the day.

My eyes slowly began to droop, finally I was getting tired! I just wanted to sleep so I could at least be half awake for tomorrow.

Just as my eyes were nearly giving in to sleep I heard what sounded like a loud bang on my window that I swear could have broken it!

What the hell... Did a owl or something run into my window, what the heck was happening?

I climbed out of bed and walked up to my window, I didn't see anything so I opened it up a tiny bit and peeked down. I could see someone standing on the ground below my window.

Did this person throw a rock at my window or something? Was there like a rapist there waiting for me to come down.....! I get way too paranoid.

"Kat can I come in?" I heard a guy voice yelling from down there.

"Who the heck are you? And what are you doing here at 3 in the morning?"

Whoever it was began climbing the gate that was right by my window, I was debating slamming my window shut now or waiting to see who it was. Hopefully since they knew my name I would know them too.

The person coming in my window had there good up so I could see there hair or part of there face I could only tell that they were pale as a vampire, maybe that dude from twilight was coming to kidnap me.

They were now sitting on my bed as they lowered there hood, it was Josh!

"Why are you here u thought you hated me now?" I asked.

"Why would I hate you? I came here to apologize it was the first day I met you, I come way to strong on people and I should have said what I said I'm so sorry, really." Josh said looking straight into my eyes.

"It's okay I guess I would have started asking questions if I saw you acting like me too," was all I could say.

Josh came up and scooped me into this big bear hug his arms felt comforting, inviting I never wanted him to let go. I hugged him back not caring that it was 3 in the morning and I barely even knew Josh.

Our hug lasted several minutes before I finally let go. I can't tell if that was a friendly hug or maybe something a bit more.

"Listen I need to go soon but I just wanted to say, that I completely know what your going through and if you need someone to talk to please come and talk to me, ill be there for you," Josh smiled.

He got up at that moment and climbed out my window onto the streets as he left back to his house. I closed my window before it began to sink in what just happened. So josh doesn't hate me? I totally thought he did. And what does he mean by I've been through the same thing, he has not he will never know what I'm going through.

And that hug, it felt nearly magical. I know it was probably just a little friendly hug to ensure that we were still going to be friends but it still made my heart skip a beat. Wait the hell am I talking about!? I told myself not to fall for another boy... Not after Will and I, I just can't let the same thing happen again.

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