harry lewis x reader

Chapter Eleven: Mistakes

As I waltzed back into Harry's room I noticed him back on his phone. I silently laughed to myself and started packing my suitcase. He never once looked up from his phone.

"What are you doing" he asked

"Packing" I replied shortly

He finally glanced over to me.

"Why"

"Because I'm leaving"

He placed the phone down and ran from the other side of the bed to me.

"The hell you are"

I glanced up to his eyes. Those beautiful blue eyes. "Excuse me"

"You're not leaving y/n"

"Yes I am"

He grabbed my hands and pushed them away from my suitcase. He grabbed my clothes and began throwing them back out onto the floor.

"Harry stop!" I yelled

He didn't. He kept going.

"Harry stop!" I yelled one more time.

The room door opened revealing Ethan, JJ, and Tobi. Ethan came over and pulled Harry outside and tobi and JJ helped me pack for a second time.

"You guys don't have to do this"

"It's what friends are for, right y/n" JJ smiled

I smiled back at him. We finished and Tobi gave me a hug. Me and JJ went to walk out of the house when Harry came running back.

"Y/n please" his eyes seemed glossy.

My heart ached but I stayed cold.

"I'm sorry Harry, but I think we need to take a break. Not just for you or me, but for the both of us" I said my voice cracking as I did.

He nodded his head and walked away. JJ pulled on my arm and showed me our Uber was here. I walked with him and placed our suitcases in the trunk.

When we got in the car ride was filled with silence. Not a sound from me, it began to remind me of a room that has a forever end. I didn't feel like this silence would ever end.

We eventually made it to the airport and boarded. When we landed JJ drove me home. We made it to my house and that's when everything that was bottled up erupted all at once.

I was crying and JJ didn't know what to do.

"Y/n what's wrong" he asked

"Everything Jide, everything is wrong" I cried

He pulled my face into his hands and wiped my tears. Just for a moment I looked into his eyes, he was hurting. And so was I. This could have been a mistake but I took his face in my hands and planted my lips against his.

He kissed back almost immediately. Our lips moving in sync. I could taste the alcohol off of his breath.

I pulled away and rested my forehead against his.

"Please don't leave me alone tonight."

He nodded his head. We both left the car and made it to my house. When the door clicked shut JJ and I were all over one another.

He took me over into the living room and tossed me onto the couch. I let out a gasp. He quickly and swiftly ripped off my dress, leaving me in red laced bra and panties. I helped JJ take off his shirt and trousers, leaving the both of us in our undergarments. JJ's mouth connected with mine and they moved together in sync.

His tongue pressed against my lips for access, but I denied it multiple times. JJ roamed his hand down my body and threw off my bra, cupping my breast. He flicked my hardened nipple, causing me to let out a moan. JJ took this opportunity and slipped his tongue into my mouth, exploring it. His kisses trailed down my jawline and collarbone, eventually finding its way to my breast. He teasingly flicked his tongue over my nipple and fiddled with the other one. Soft moans escaped my lips. my hands traveled down to the hem of JJ's boxers and I tried to slip my hand in them. He quickly grabbed my hands and pinned them above my head.

"Oh no love, not yet" his voice laced with lust

my eyes gleamed into his and I bit down on my lip. His hands reached down and slowly slid off my panties. His head disappeared between my legs. I could feel his warm breath on my heat. His hands squeezed both sides of my thighs and I felt his tongue circling my clit. I let out a moan and I could feel him smirk against me. His tongue darted in and out of me while he used his thumb on my clit, moving perfectly. My legs started shaking and he laughed against me.

"Do I really make you feel that good?" He gleamed

I didn't respond, my head rolled back into the couch cushion, my back arching. I was getting close and he noticed that.

"Oh my god yes I'm gonna c-"

He pulled away, and smirked. I was frustrated so I glared at him for keeping me from my high.

He grabbed a hold of me and lifted me up. He walked us over to my room where he tossed me on the bed. He pulled his boxers down, his cock springing against his abdomen.

My eyes widened at the sight, he had to have been 8 or 9 inches.

"Oh wow" I gasped

"Don't worry I'll go easy at first" he said cockily

"I don't have a condom" he fretted

"I'm on the pill"

"And now I think I like you more" he smirked

He crawled on top of me, pushing himself in. My mouth gaped open and JJ's lips attatched to mine. He bottomed out and waited for me to adjust. After a couple seconds I moaned into the kiss and bucked my hips for him to move. He started slowly at first but eventually picked up speed. I was a moaning mess, I felt so full and satisfied by him.

He pulled out and flipped me over onto my stomach. He pulled my ass up towards him and pushed my chest down into the mattress. He pushed back into me and ponded harder.

"JJ I'm gonna cum" I moaned

"Then what are you waiting for" he breathed

I came right then and there. He flipped me back onto my back throwing my leg over his shoulder. He continued to fuck me through my high. I could tell he was getting closer. While he continued his actions I noticed another orgasm building up again. He reached up and gripped my throat. Not to tight but enough to bring even more pleasure.

"Oh shit" he groaned

His pace became sloppy and eratic. My 2nd orgasm had built up and I was ready to release.

"I'm gonna cum again" I gasped

"me too" he shuddered

We came at the same time and he used his elbows to hold himself up so he wouldnt collapse on top of me. We stayed like that for a while and then he glanced into my eyes, letting out a little laugh.

"That was amazing" he gushed

I stared at him and smiled , planting a soft kiss on his lips. He eventually pulled out and I felt empty, he got up and walked off to the bathroom. I felt a little upset but then he returned with a towel and cleaned me up. He also handed me a t-shirt and I threw it on over my naked body. After he got into my bed and rolled over I laid my head on his chest. He placed one hand on my waist and the other slowly playing with my hair. I listened to the rythmic sounds of his heartbeat, slowly putting me to sleep.

"JJ" I called out in a haze

"Yes"

"This was a mistake, we can't do this again"

"Agree" he answered

Mistakes were made. But if this was a mistake, why did it feel right.