Giyuu x reader(kinda x Sanemi) Saved Me (discontinued)

Dating?!?!?

( A/N- oh my God I don't even know how this keeps getting votes and my writing is terrible I started this like long ago and have not been updating and now I will try to update consecutively I can't promise anything but hopefully my writing is a little bit better now Dash Lily)

Your Pov-
Sanemi tackled me to the ground and asked "Y/N please go out with me!?" I was very surprised since Sanemi never really showed his soft side. I was speechless not expecting such a bold declaration. I had wished I could make up my mind right now. I have loved Giyuu for so long and yet Sanemi had such a charismatic personality that makes me want to love him even though I can't. I'm not sure why I'm playing such a foolish game i wish not to hurt Sanemi but to also be able to call Giyuu mine. Oh what should I do.

Sanemi pov-
Y/N hasn't been talking for a few moments now I'm scared of what their answer will be.

Back to you haha-
I realize I've been making  Sanemi wait for my reply as to not hurt him I reply with "could you let me think about it?" 

As I say this I see out of the corner of my eye Giyuu Tomiyoka and of course Shinobu was hanging onto his right arm. God I really wish I was her right now. As soon as I see Giyuu  I freeze up I feel so nervous I feel my palms beginning to sweat heat rising to my cheeks as I remember  Sanemi is on top of me.

I wish I could explain about how I feel about Giyuu, but I just can't explain it when I'm around him I feel happy and I can't help but smile. He makes me feel calm on the inside especially since were childhood friends. But I would feel so bad leading Sanemi about this and I still am. If I had to choose between breathing and loving Giyuu I would say I love you with my last breath. Although even though I have such feelings for Giyuu I think I want to give Sanemi a chance.

After Giyuu and Shinobu walk past us I turn my head back to Sanemi and say...
(A/N- I know this is short but this was the last of my written script from a while ago. I gotta come up with what happens next soo hopefully I'll get a bunch of chapters out this week since I'm on break :) -Lily)