Know You Better

Deal or No Deal? pt.1

Hey guys! I know I know it's been a while but I've been busy with school! I'm sorry! I'm finally on Spring Break though! (Yay! :) ) So I'll be updating a whole lot more! I really appreciate the reviews keep them coming! Theres also a picture of MS.Donna in the 'Media' section. If you can't seat she's being played by Amber Rose! So Here's another 2 part chapter. I don't why I love doing these so much! Enjoy! 

It's been a week since that night at Club Dreams and I've been replaying everything in my mind over and over again. But it wasn't the drama or the fight that was stuck in my head. It was that face. With that pearly white smile and those pretty brown eyes. Sometimes I felt a wave of regret wash over me when I think about how I just stormed out that night, not even telling him goodbye. Is it weird that I've been expecting him to call me even though we never exhanged numbers? Yeah, it is. I mean I'm crazy to think he would even remember me! I mean who was I? Another unknown girl that he came across at a party? Yeah, I bet I havn't been the only waiting on his phone call after a party. 

I've been seeing him all the time on tv. Reality shows, award show appearnces, talk show interviews, paparazzi photots. He looks like he's fine. No worry on his mind about me. At all. And I'm still not sure if I'm bothered by that or okay with it. 

I was explaining the whole situation to my girls via Skype.

"Damn, Jewels! Were sorry all that happend to you mami!" Amber cooed on the other side of her webcam with Lira and Lissa standing behind her.

"Yeah we saw all of it on E! news and TMZ girl you was turnt up!" Lira said killing the mood. Amber slapped her on the shoulder.

"Ow! Why did you hit me hoe!" Lira whined.

"Cause you talk too dman much!" Amber hissed back.

I let out a pitiful laugh trying not to choke on my tears. 

"So do you really think she's going to fire you Jewels?" Melissa said clearly being the only one concerned about the right thing. 

"Yes! She straight up told me "DO NOT GO TO THAT PARTY!" I should of listened to her! See thats my problem I'm always letting the wrong things distract me from my goals! I can't be mad with anybody but myself. This was my dream internship and I ruined it all for some ain't shit ass rapper and his friends!" I said finally letting my tears pour down my face.

"OH! Don't cry girl! It's not your fault!" Amber said starting to cry herself. She was always the most sensitive one out of all of us.

"Yeah if Ms.Debra-" Lira started

"Donna!"  We all corrected Lira in unison.

"Whatever! If Ms. Donna is stupid enough to let you go because you wanted to have some fun than forget her hating ass! She act like she was never young before! She's such a hypocrite! Fuck her!" Lira fussed.

" Oddly, I have to agree with Lira on this one Jewels you can't blame yourself for what Ms. donna decides to do! Well you kind of can because you didn't follow her rules but take all of this as a learning lesson okay girl? Don't dwell on it!" Melissa said.

"Yeah girl! Like my daddy always told me, you can't cry over spilt milk!" Amber added.

I just listened to them sniffling and shaking my head in agreement,

"Yeah....y'all are right. Y'all know I love y'all thots right?" I laughed.

"Oh hell naw!" Lira shouted.

and we all burst out laughing. 

"Look don't trip girl, besides....we have a surprise for you anyways!" Melissa said with a mischevious grin.