She was the only thing missing

I love you..

Later at night*
I wake up at around 6:30 to find nat sat up watching a movie, she looked down and saw me slightly awake so she gently scooted me up and I cuddled into her side and sighed contently which she responded with a chuckle, I look up to the red headed women looking down at me and I quickly sat up and picked her soft lips and cuddled back into her side,

when I realized what I had done I sat up and said frantically "I-I'm sorry! I-" I was cut off my lips touching mine and guiding them into a soft gentle kiss, when we pulled away she pulled me into her arms and said " I liked it.." we than went back to the movie, after the first movie was over i was getting pretty bored so I laid my head down on her stomach and I played  around with the rings on her hand and she than said " your cute" I blushed hard, she than laughed and stood up and said " come on let's go get some dinner" I nodded and stood up and walked downstairs with her, when we arrived at the table i sat down as nat served dinner since the Barton's went out for dinner, she served me a small portion of pasta and chicken I looked down and felt my stomach churn I than felt two hands wrap themselves loosely around my neck, nat than said " you don't have to eat all of it bubba but eat something you haven't eaten since you got to the compound" I looked down at the food and just stared  i than heard nat sternly say " ally were not leaving till you eat" as my emotions started running high I pulled my knees up to my chin and rested my face there, as nat kept pushing and pushing I finally snapped and stood up and said " I can't DO IT!!, I'm sorry but I can't I feel sick to my stomach!" I felt tears threatening to spill and I ran out the front door not bothering to respond to nat yelling my name and asking me where I'm going.

Later at night*
I was sitting by a tree with my phone when I heard rustling I quickly stood up and said " who's there." I than heard Clint say " it's just me." I nodded and sat back down, he came and sat next to me and said " nats worried about ya kid" I looked down and said " I-i can't eat.." he nodded and said " I understand ya know wanda?, she was exactly like you she didn't eat for days because she felt so sick from what she had been thru in one day, you remind me of her, and o think that you've been thru a lot and you don't wanna let anyone in? Am I right.." I nodded and said " I'm sorry.. I'm such a problem.." he shook his head and wrapped an arm around me and said " your not problem!, your human and as hard as it is to believe it your hurting so don't blame yourself for that" he than helped me stand up and said " come on nats waiting for you." 

When I went inside I found nat on the couch and she stood up and wrapped her arms around me and kissed my forehead and said " let's get up to bed baby" I nodded and said goodnight to everyone and when me and nat laid down in bed she said " im sorry for pushing.. I'll let you take baby steps but you have to eat.. we don't have to go fast but we need tot eat okay?" I nodded and she said " words my love" I said " o-ok.." she kissed my head and said " good ni t my pretty girl, love you.." I smiled at the name and said " I love you too.." and let the much needed sleep consume me

Author note*
Father figure Clint!!, I hope you like this chapter it wasn't meant to be this long!, also I'm not very good at writtting love story's so if you have any idea on how to do this or where the sorry should go after a couple more chapters please send me a message! Love you all and I hope you had an amazing chrismas if you celebrate and if not just an overall good weekend!❤️