before dawn ; hyunlix

Chapter 14

From author point of view.

Flashback

Chapter 12 when Felix felt asleep in Hyunjin's embrace tearing up like a kid because he called Jinhyun. Hyunjin noticed something isn't right. He held one of Felix's hand and another one he scrolled down his phone until he found out that Felix called Jinhyun through his Instagram account.

"Dada, I wanna see daddy. I miss him." Jinhyun sent a voice message in Korea through his account, he didn't know the account belong to Hyunjin.

"Dada, please I wanna see daddy. Grandma won't let me go back to Korea yet until daddy comes to talk to grandma. Dada, I wanna see daddy." The voice message continues, he could heard his son talked in tear. Hyunjin tear up listen to the voice messages.

He slowly placed Felix's hand back and get off of his bed as careful as he could. He went to the rooftop and called Jinhyun.

Jinhyun picked up but he didn't say anything, he snuggled his face into his pillow and kept crying. He thought the one who call is Felix. He is upset that Felix didn't let him meet his daddy at all.

"I hate you. You didn't let me to talk to daddy. You have no idea how much I miss him. You said you will called me as soon as you reached Korea and let me talk to daddy but you broke your promise." Jinhyun said while hugging his pillow.

Hyunjin couldn't stopped his tear after seeing and hearing his son face, voice. "It's daddy, Jinnie."

As soon as he heard Hyunjin's voice he quickly grabbed his phone and looked at it. "Daddy!"

"Daddy, I miss you. I miss you so much. Where have you been? I wanna hug you daddy." Jinhyun cried in front of Hyunjin, wiping his tear. Hyunjin started tearing up for a second time,

"Bring me back to Korea, daddy. I wanna go back." Jinhyun whined, Hyunjin nodded his head.

"I will. I will visit you in a few days and I will bring you back okay?I promise baby." Hyunjin said and lift up his pinky finger. Jinhyun wiped his tear and nodded his head.

They spent the next few hours talking to each other, Jinhyun told everything about his school his friends and his life there to Hyunjin. Until Hyunjin has decided to hung up to check up on Felix.

"Don't forget your promise, daddy." Jinhyun said in English, Hyunjin chuckled and nodded his head.

"I won't baby, I gotta check up on your dada. I'll make time to call to you again uhm?"

~ Reality

Hyunjin suddenly kneeled down on the floor without saying anything. Felix looked at him and slowly walked to him and kneel down in front of him too. Hyunjin picked Felix up and put him on the bed but himself is still kneeling down.

"It's okay Hyunjin, it's not all your fault." Felix said and tried to sat down on the ground but Hyunjin didn't let him too.

"I told you it's fine Hyunjin." Felix said and hugged him, padding his back to calm him down.

"I'm sorry. I did something that I shouldn't get forgiven by you that easily." Hyunjin said, Felix ruffled his hair and keep repeating it's okay.

Suddenly Felix's shirt started to get wet, he realized that Hyunjin is crying. "No, no, Hyunjin it's okay."

Felix said and hold his face up to make him looked at him straight. Felix laughed after seeing how cute Hyunjin is right now. He gave him a kiss on every part of his face and said "I forgive you."

Hyunjin stared at Felix's face,

"You have a golden heart, baby."

Hyunjin said and picked him up, Felix wrapped his leg around Hyunjin's waist. The older sat down on the bed hugging the younger tight.

"I finally remember the smell of you." Hyunjin said and snuggled him self into Felix's neck and stayed there for a moment before pull away and look at Felix. Hyunjin smiled and gave him a kiss.

Suddenly Felix noticed something by looking straight into Hyunjin's eyes. "Are you okay?"

"I'm okay, baby. I'm just tired." Hyunjin said and kept hugging Felix tight. Again he put his face into his neck and stayed there.

"What wrong? Is there something going on?"

"It's nothing important for you to concern." Hyunjin said but Felix realized something is not right. Hyunjin is crying again. His eyes are sad,

"You sure? I don't think you are okay?" Felix asked and pulled Hyunjin face away to double check.

"Baby, I said I'm fine." Said Hyunjin,

"Loving you is the second best thing I have ever done in my life." Hyunjin said and looked at Felix,

"Second? Isn't it suppose to be first?"

"No, for me it's the second thing."

"How about the first thing?"

"Finding you."

-

"Hyunjin, Can you bring me the towel?" Felix shouted from the bathroom while Hyunjin is watching a Netflix show.

"Coming right up, baby." Hyunjin shouted back and grabbed his towel instead of Felix's.

"That's yours."

"Ugh- just used it. It's the same." After handing his towel he was about to leave but Felix didn't close the door so he saw it. He smirked and lend on the wall waiting for his baby to come out.

"Excuse me? Why are you standing there looking me like a pervert?" Felix came out seeing Hyunjin kept smiling at him none stop.

"I can be a pervert but for you." Hyunjin said and followed Felix around.

"Stop following me." Felix stopped in front of his suitcase and stared at Hyunjin.

"I'm grabbing my stuffs." Hyunjin said and pointed to his suitcase that placed next to Felix's. Felix stared at me and grabbed a sleeveless tee with a long pants and changed it in front of Hyunjin.

"Baby, I suggest you not to wear that sleeveless tee." Hyunjin jumped on his bed and laid there watching Felix changed his clothes.

"I don't have a long sleeve one." Felix replied, he wore his pants and walked to the bed and wore his shirts but was about to put through his head, Hyunjin toke off his shirt and looked at Felix.

"Why did you take off your shirt?" Felix asked,

"For special occasion." Hyunjin smirked,

"What occasion? Oh the one you going to attend to tonight? It's still afternoon though? You're getting ready already?" Felix said and sat down to text his friend but Hyunjin grabbed his phone away.

"I want to exercise first before going."

"Then do it. It's still early. I'll hang out with my friend that just came this morning." Felix said and looked at Hyunjin wanting to take his phone back but Hyunjin placed it on the night stand.

"Can you help me baby?" Said the older, the younger looked at him confusingly.

"You wanted me to bring you to gym? I can because I'm going out too."

"No I need you to exercise with me." Hyunjin corrected Felix,

"Nah no, such a honor that hwang hyunjin asked me to exercise with him but I'm busy this afternoon." Felix refused and was about to stood up but Hyunjin pull him back down.

"That one exercise that need both party to participate."

"Shit- no Hyunjin. I'm out. I have a meet up with my friend!" Felix realized what exercise that Hyunjin is talking about and immediately denied it, shaking his head.

"I wanna fuck you, baby."