Merry Christmas my lover

The Beginning

My name is Bella, and I'm married to a very sexy man named Patrick. We've been married for five years, but been together for fifteen years. We live in Alaska where it's always below zero degrees. We live in a medium sized home, a one story home, with a fire place. We always have the fire going even though the house stays warm, but even in frigid temperatures you still need the fire going. We live in a fairly small town called Fairbanks, it's gotten roughly two thousand people living there. 

It is a week before Christmas, and I've gotten something or things for him already, but he's been so busy at his 'recording studio' (it's in the basement) that he hasn't had time to go shopping. One afternoon I go down there, I don't see the red light on (red light indicates if he's singing), I go in and I ask "honey since you're so busy down here would you mind if I go get something and just slap your name on the gift" he snares and kisses my cheek. "my love you know me so well, but no. I'm sorry I know you wanted to do this exchange thing, but if I don't get this finished the record label will fire me" he says with a concerned voice. I kiss him and he watches my ass walks away. I talk to myself as I go clean, "I understand him, but I was really hoping to do this exchange gifts, oh well. I can't be mad at him anyways, he's my lover and I love him with all my being..."

"I hear her talking, I go up the stairs very quietly, and I spy on her, but she's not talking to anybody just herself. I just stay and listen to her" I say in my mind while not trying to distract her. He goes back downstairs and continues working on his project. Meanwhile, as I'm cleaning I hear my phone go off and it plays our song 'Miss Missing You' I shed a tear every time people call me. I answer it and it's my best friend that lives two doors down. I chat with her while I lounge on the couch. 

Little did I know it's dinner time, because I lost track of time we missed lunch. I see him coming upstairs as I'm talking to my friend. He taps on his wrist (we don't wear a watch) I knew that it's time for dinner. I look at my phone for the time. "oh crap it's dinner time. I'll call you later" I say bye to her and walk over to my love. "how did it go" I wrap my arms around his neck almost kissing him. "I finally fucking finished!" he lets it out. "oh yay! I'm so thrilled, now you can relax and maybe we'll have some fun" I say in a seductive voice. "oh my love I want to you know that, but I'm famished, I'll help you make dinner" he takes my hand and he takes us to the kitchen. We start cooking chicken cutlets with green beans and rice. We eat and talk and laugh, but in the back of my head I still can't get over that he didn't want to fuck me. I just let it go, because I rather enjoy hearing him talk. 

I smile as he talks, "what are you smiling about" he says while stroking my hand. "nothing baby I just love hearing you talk" I say looking deeply in his eyes. "ok really what's going on" he says scooting closer to me with an arm around me. I lay in to his arm and let out a sigh. "it's no big deal, but you don't normally shrug off when I want to fuck you" I say in a low voice playing with his hand. "baby it's not that I don't want to..." I stop him by laying him down and kissing his face but he stops me. "I'm not in the mood" he says getting up from me and put the dishes in the sink and proceeds to wash. "I still don't see why he doesn't want me" I say in my head while staring at that juicy ass of his that has my name on it. He turns and winks at me. I bite my lower lip and I knew he's up to something.

I get up to pour some wine for us. After he finishes washing the dishes he comes to the couch where I am and I have on a romantic movie, but this movie ended up not having sex in it. I didn't realize that until we finished it. "oh a romance with no sex movie" I say chuckling. He puts down our glasses and nuzzles under my chin and he falls asleep on me. I don't care because I love his bear hugs. We ended up sleeping like this till morning, we get up and we're stiff as anything. He gets up first and he does stretches. I do them as well. "looks like we fell asleep stiff again" he says and we both laugh. He grabs my face and kisses my lips. "mm you always taste so good in the morning" he says in my mouth. I try not to chuckle but I get on him hoping he would fuck but no. He put me down on the floor on my two feet. I try not to show my emotions towards him so I went to go make some breakfast.