Why can't I be like him? He's so perfect. He's my older brother. He's the favorite. I'm skinnier then him. Oh. I found a way to self harm. Take a hotter shower than you normally do. Kill yourself. Hurt yourself. Hurt. Be in pain. You deserve pain. Your worthless. Your a idiot. They don't like you. Your annoying. Useless brat. Your just spoiled. Stop talking ___ , they hate you. Die. Maybe some day I should listen to these thoughts. The thoughts are right. The thoughts know everything. Right?
