Assassin Panda

New room

When I get back to the house I throw the door open without knocking of course it's my home too now "kaka-pedo I'm back" I yell walking in I look to see if his shoes are still here which there not so of course I check his room of course the door I knock on vary aggressively for a good ten seconds and got no response "guess he did wake up at some point today" I said walking into my new room " good for him now about this room" I start thinking about what I want to do with it 'I'm thinking red with black theme and need new clothes all mine burned up with my village' at that thought I paused ' that's right my village it's gone and my family and every one I've ever known' I lean again the wall of the room and sink down to the floor 'I haven't given myself time to mourn not when others were around but now I'm alone this is a better time then any' so with that what I do is i sink to the floor and I cry I let it all out i let my control on the shadows slip and they react to my emotions and lash out leaving deep gashes on the walls and floors and even the ceiling smashing the bed frame and crushing the dresser even breaking the window this is why I couldn't mourn with others around I knew the shadows would react to my strong emotions and my control would slip after a few minites i her a quiet voice say "no one can blame her we cant all be in contol all the time right" but think nothing of it after about 20 minutes my emotions have calmed and so had the shadows so I collect myself stand and walk to the bathroom I splash some water on my face then head to the store for some paint and furniture as well as some decorations I take a walk through the market to get up the real shops 'walking through the market everyone is so nice but having seen how they treat Naruto is the complete opposite' when I make it to the shops I go one by one go in look around then to the next I'll look at them all then choose what I want after looking around for a bit i decided to go back for paint to get four buckets of black paint two buckets of blue one purple and some small containers of other random colors cuz you never know then i went back to a few different stores for furniture i got a black closet shelf thing a queen bed a set of three stop lights and some other things then i went to get some bathroom stuff like my own shampoo and body wash then i went to get some clothes for my self after founding some clothes i want i buy them and put them on getting rid of the burned and ripped clothes i had on from my escape from my village and pull my long almost floor length black hair in too two high pigtails

these are the clothes below

after clothes i head back to the house after setting my toiletries in the bathroom i start with my new room i start by moving everything out to the yard the hard now broken bed and the even more useless after getting smashed dresser then i lay down a cover on the floor and find something small to stand on as i start the ceiling after about 3 hours while painting i hear the door open my lazy ninja house mate calls into the house "why the hell is the furniture outside and destryed beyond fixing lotus" i yell back through the house "welcome home kaka-baka how was your day mine was great thanks for asking and because its terrible furniture the bed was hard as a rock and the dresser sucked its small  and the drawers get stuck but dont worry i git new stuff i got new stuff duh also i didnt mean to brake it if that makes you fell better" kakashi looks into the room his eyes pause to focus on the big gashes and scratches in the walls and where the window once was which has now been replaces with brick then his eyes continue too see my stool long forgotten kicked to the corner of the room as i sit on the ceiling "good chakra control, what are you doing" i look down at him "painting my new room if i got to live here im making the room my own" kakashi shrugs "ok just dont hurt yourself and should i be concerned about the big gashes all over the walls" i wave him off "ill try kashi and nope just had to vent my emotions a bit and the shadows reacted to my strong emotions they tend too build up when your whole clan is murdered" i respond as this he turn and leaves the room to do what ever responding with an "ok lotus ill keep that in mind" and i continue my work after another 2 hours i finish painting the ceiling a galexy and all the walks black and unseal the furniture from the scrool ive been keeping it in moving it in to place i step back to look at my work smiling "perfect nice and dark just like my soul" 

well now that thats out of the way i walk over and stick my head into the hall way to yell at my house mate "hey kashi whats for dinner what you making" as i walk into the living room i can see him sitting on the couch he turns his head too look at me with a lazy look in his eyes he reponds "no idea lotus and are you making" i laugh in his face "i kaka-baka will be making nothing you are the adult of this house hold and i already had too make my own breakfast but if your going too be that way i should warn you i can go a week without food it not fun but i can i cn go three days comfortably tho so cook or starve" and i flip him off as i sit in the arm chair next to him "do i want too know how you found out about you ability too not eat for a week" he saids as he gets up from the couch putting away his stupid book "not if you want to keep what respect you have for a clan probably not" i smile he just shakes his head and sighs " get your shoes i dont want to cook so were getting raman" as he slips on his shoes i jump up to get mine and chase him out the door "i hope this doesnt become a regular this im a growing girl i need real food" i say as he head down the road after ten minutes of walking we making it too a food stall with chairs out front with the name ichiraku above as kakashi moves the curtain out of the way he calls out "two bowls of raman plz" and sits while i follow behind the girl behind the counter falls out a "right away" as she runs too the back we sit in silence having nothing to talk about while we wait for our food kakashi pulls out his stupid book i look at him out of the corner of my eye and say "god you must have no shame too read erotica in public like that" he chokes on air and i comment "careful dont let the air kill you" he snaps his head too me "im concerned you seem to be familiar with the book much less the fact you know what it is" he saids looking worried i respond "dont worry i wont tell anyone you are a great ninja straight out of the bingo book it can just be blackmail" this just makes his face pale a bit but before he can say anything else are food is brought out too us we thank the girl and start eating at least i do kakashi pulled down his mask inhaled his food then pulled his mask back up all within the span of a second "did you even taste it damn" i say as i look at him with a sceptical face he responds "why does it matter if i did or not" i let out a small laugh "your going to choke doing that someday" he just shrugs and i sigh and i finish we get up and head back too the house as we walk throgh the yard kakashi asks "any plans for the broken furniture" i answer "nope its all your" as i head in the house and he follows grumbling something about takinging to be reused tomorrow by now the sun has set so we both head to our respective rooms kakashi speaks up as i open the door far enough for him too see inside "thats really good painting but why didnt you fix the gaches and scratches instead of just painting over them" i open the door farther and step in then turn to look at him "cuz kashi if i fix ever scratch and gash this room ends up getting while i live here then i might as well have just left the walls white all that damage is from lettign my emotions and hold of my power go one time stuff like this will happen when i sleep at night as well" i stop and look him in the eye smirking and continue "we cant be in perfect controle all the time right" i can see his eye widen a bit then i look away "even if i have a pretty good grasp on it even when i am asleep in the end its just easier too not fix it"  he thinks about what i said for a bit the heads too his own room saying "makes sense i guess just dont let the walls fall in on you in the end" with that we shut our doors leaving us too ourselfs for the night i throw myself on my bed not tired at all "i dotn have antthing to keep me entertained" i get out off bed putting some warmer clothes and head out of my room again i quietly make my way out of the house and head on top of the roof "i love the night its so calm and the air smells cleaner" as i sit on the roof i close my eyes and let the shadows reach out into the night im mappng out the area and getting in touch with the night around me