Chapter Thirteen
"But love is blind, and lovers cannot see".
- The Merchant of Venice
IF ONLY MY NIGHTS WERE as lighthearted as my days. My shoulders slump with dread for the hell that awaits me in my room. How long will I be able to stay awake before my nightmares consume me once again? How long before insanity devours my soul and leaves me nothing but a shaking, hollow eyed shell of a person?
I only hope that the relief I feel from exposing Cecilia is enough to clear my conscience, just a little so that I may sleep. I drag my blanket and pillow to the balcony. I wonder once more how long I would have to live like this?
For the nights are getting longer and colder. I huddle on the icy floor of the balcony with my blanket around me; the stars are not present this night. I can do nothing but rock back and forth - back and forth and hope that I can fight the exhaustion that seeps into my bones and beckons me to sleep.
"Dance with me."
I do not bother hiding my smile as I turn around to face him. Dressed in his crisp black guard uniform and a white mask, I would recognize him anywhere.
His grasp around my waist tightens as he pulls me even closer; his head lowers and I close my eyes. I know this is the moment I have been waiting for, pining for. But then, a dark chill travels up my spine and I know then that it was all too good to be true -
"Did you actually think that I would love you in return?" Giovanni rips his mask off and stony eyes - incredulous cruel eyes, assault me."You are nothing but a thief! A fake. A runaway. A murderer."
Tears prick my eyes, for this pain, this sharp stabbing pain in my heart, does nothing but make me feel sick, and is worse than any physical pain I have endured.
"You have taken my kindness - my sympathy - and in your delusion ...your desperation made it into something it is not. Love? When it is nothing but pity!"
I watch him walk away and blend into the crowd of people surrounding me. Their faces merge together into a blurry teary mess, their chants resound into one audible sentence after another.
"We have found you!"
"You cannot escape us!"
"Please," I whisper into the dark. "I beg of you, leave me be!"
One figure walks through the masses. As the shadows recede from his face, I realize the monster that stands before me. His too wide smile pushes the rotten flesh of face. His eyes - his once honest eyes have gone completely black, while the rest of him rots before me.
'I have missed you.'
I hold back my scream, frozen by fear as the shadows float from his mouth and encircle me, grasp at me, constrict as a snake does to its prey.
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