RocRoyal Love Story

Lose it

RocPOV::::

Bre is so amazing. I love this girl so much. I'v never actually thought we would take things this way. We stayed up all night. It was about 3 in the morning. We are just talking. Anything that pop's in our head.

"So ...." Bre said feeling my muscles

I smiled. "So ....?" I asked stroking her hair back

"Can I ask you a question ?"

"Anything."

"Well .. You make me feel completely safe. I trust you. I want to .... I don't know how to say it." Bre said looking away from me

I was so confused. "What do you mean?"

BrePOV::::

I was kind of shy to tell him I wanted to have sex with him. Most girls don't do that. What if he doesn't want to? Then i'll look stupid. I guess ... I'll lead him on to it.

We were both laying down. I got up and laid down on top of him. I kissed him with a deep seductive passion. I put my tongue all the way down hi throat. I promise that. I loved kissing him. I could be all wild & he wouldn't care. Sean would tell me to stop being sloppy all the time.

We broke the kiss. "Damn Brianna! I didn't know you kissed like that!" Roc said

"Well .. You lean new things everyday right?" I began kissing him again.

We were kissing , kissing & kissing. My necklace kept falling off. I thought about sitting it down but it wouldn't have felt right.

"Wait ..." I got up. "We shouldn't have sex okay , its just not the time nor the place and I just d" I said pacing back & forth & then he cut me off

"What are you talking about Bre? Who was thinking about .. 'Sex' ?"

I froze for a second. I wanted that to stay in my head. I ran my hands through my hair and sat on the edge of my bed.

"I'm sorry ... I just thought we could ..."

"Have sex?"

I blushed a little. "Yeah , but only if you wanted too .." I bit my lip , not trying to be cute

He sighed. "As much as i love too .. I don't think either of us are ready for a baby"

"Right ...." I looked at my hands in embarrassment.

"Don't get me wrong , you already know I would HIT that! I don't think i'm ready though"

"I get it. You make me so .. Sexual! I couldn't take it anymore. I needed to ask you. But .. When we are ready .. We will"

He smiled. "Yes" he kissed my cheek.

We got in bed and cuddled. We watched Letters To Juliet. We both loved that movie. I'm happy he is a romantic type of guy. Anywho , we ended up falling asleep. We were basically hugging each other laying down. I felt so safe in his arms.

I woke up the next morning with him not by me. I thought he would be in the bathroom but he wasn't. I lifted my head up , and the bright light from my window hit my eyes. I squinted and rubbed them. I turned over and saw a piece of paper. I assumed it was from Chresanto. I opened it. It said ::

"Dear Brianna , I'm sorry i had to leave you. You looked too precious while you were sleeping. I have rehearsal's today. I'm still on tour & I have no idea when i'm leaving Jersey. I have a meet an greet today at the mall near where you live. Its at 1:30 / 3:30 . Come , I want to see my baby today <3 Anyways , remember that i love you more than the world! I love you baby!