her cold abusive husband - taehyung ✔︎

•CHAPTER 24•

NOT A REPOST!
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Holding the metallic door knob in your shaking hand, your insides heaved a long and heavy sigh as you stood still at your spot, unmoved.

Your brain fought with your heart on the obvious question that whether you should go inside or not. You were dying to see him. You were dying just to hold his hand in yours for at least once, and then maybe, never let go forever.

Your heart thumped hardly against your chest and you gulped down the lump formed in your throat before finally, you opened the door knob.

Your head, suddenly felt so heavy that you couldn't even look up, it hung low as you took heavy breaths. The sound of his heart beats resounded through the monitor in the room as it felt unexpectedly cold, though you had beads of sweat formed on your forehead because of nervousness. 'c'mon! Look up y/n, he is not even awake!'

Blinking once, your eyelids lifted up and you looked up at the figure lying so silently on the bed. Not even a mere second it took for your eyes to be fill up with hot tears as the familiar pain rose inside your chest. After one year that felt like an eternity, he was really in front of you, unconscious.

Your foots made their way towards him all on their own as you just stared at his lifeless body. He had an oxygen mask over his nose, as he took slow and hard breaths. A bandage around his forhead which probably covered the back of his head, there was a blood stain at the corner of his temple, The more you walked closer to him, the more you fet your heart being churned with pain when the little cuts came in your sight. You bite your lower lip to refrain your sobs as the pain increased by every passing second. Your gaze fell on his hand resting over one another. His left hand was bandaged from his palm to the wrist area, fortunately, there wasn't any plaster.

Sitting on the chair that was already placed beside his left side, you gaze didnt left his features for once as you remincsed each of his little details. Damn, you missed him, didn't you?

A faint smile made its way through your lips as you adored his long lashed falling over his eyelids. Your heart beated loudly that you could even hear it in your own ears, hundreds and hundreds of butterflies fluttered in your belly at familiar aura you felt being around him.

"taehyung..." you whispered, afraid that you'll say a little louder, and he might open his eyes which is something to which you are not ready yet. You licked your lips but tears cascaded your eyes and not more than a few seconds later, you were sobbing badly. "I-I am so s-sorry..tae.." you sniffled, taking his left hand which rested on his stomach. A wave of nostalgia rushed through your veins at the familiar warmth you yearned for this past year crept upon you in his presence.

"I am really sorry"you held his hand closer to your chest and kissed the soft surface of his milky white skin delicately. Your eyes gleamed with lot of emotions as the flashbacks of your beautiful yet painful memories flashed through your brain, making you sinff harder. It was not easy for you too, it was way harder than what you imagined. Maybe jungkook was with you all that time you needed a shoulder to cry on, but he could never fulfill the need of that one person you craved.

Your hand reached towards his face, and you caressed the little area of his cheeks ever so tenderly. "gosh...so handsome" you chuckled through your tears, but when your finger slightly touched a little wound, his body jerked a little as he felt pain being unconscious. You immediately backed off your hand to your chest, panicking that he might open his eyes, you stood up to run, but seeing his body relaxing once again had you sigh in relief.

"y/n?" you looked towards the direction of the voice, the entrance, and he walked towards you while his gaze was on the figure lying on the bed. "It's like 5 am, how long you want to stay here?" He asked, and you just sighed.