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"𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 𝘺𝘰𝘶"

Yes this is weird, after reading the one book about ruvyzvat being a little made me love it so much but there weren't more books on it so I took it upon my hands to add another addition, I hope you enjoy it!

Tw-Angst/ Mention of eating disorder

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{Sarvente's Pov}

Ruv has been acting pretty weird lately and I can't get my mind off! Not a good type of weird but bad. He's been quite a lot lately and looks tired I hope he doesn't have a relapse I need to help him asap!

Waking up by the natural sunlight flowing through my blinds. I decided I would cook breakfast for both of us. Since I and Ruv had such a close bond we agreed on sharing an apartment together, people often mistake us as a couple but I see him more as a brother.

Stepping into the dark living room I saw Ruv sitting on the couch with his usual blank facial expression. Was he spaced out because the television was just a black screen? I leaned up by him to get a reaction which never came. "You okay bud?"I asked in a worried tone.

"отвали" (Translation: Fuck off)
He said in a cold tone. I scoffed as I went over to the windows rolled up the blinds to let some sunshine through. "Lighten up weirdo". I walked into the kitchen and prepared to cook breakfast for both of us. When I say breakfast I mean plain oatmeal for Ruv he doesn't favor in sweet things his taste is very bland.

"Ruv I made you some oatmeal!" I called him from the living room as I took a seat and began eating. Ruv came into the dining room taking his seat Hesitantly. 2 minutes have passed and he still hasn't touched food I'm now seriously worried. "Uhm..your gonna eat?" I asked patiently Ruv was still recovering from his eating disorder,

I now have gotten him to eat at least times a day without needing my supervision. What going on now? He was just stiff no sign of nervousness nothing! Not even eye contact that's when I finally spoke up." Ruv, please! I can't take this anymore you've been acting strangely for months why won't you let me help you.." I whined.

I honestly regret everything single thing at that moment. Everything was slow, droplets of water hit the table that's when I gasped because I knew that I messed up big time.

{Ruvyzvat's Pov}

Sarv had called me over for breakfast that when I felt an extremely heavy feeling in my stomach as I took each step into the dining area. I took a seat staring at the bowl of oatmeal in front of me, my hand was under the table shaking slightly.

'You fucking pig!'

'You're better off starving'

My thoughts distracted me I didn't realize how long I'd been spacing out. "Uhm...your gonna eat?" Sarv spoke out loud all of a sudden I froze "fuck..."I mumbled low under my breath as I still didn't make eye contact with her.

The silence was too loud but it didn't last long until sarv started again." Ruv please! I can't take this anymore you've been acting strangely for months why won't you let me help you.." my head was blurry there wasn't a thought at all  I was confused when I all of a sudden heard sarv gasps.

My attention was then brought to my damp sleeve, water? I bought my hand up to my face and freaked out I was crying "n-no...." Sarv quickly stood up from her chair and walked over to me "ruv listen it's okay" she said cautiously   I didn't hear anything she said I was in my head getting flashbacks back to back. "No...no no no" I freaked out as I had a tight grip on my ushanka. "I'm good I'm Good, I SWEAR!" I yelled to the top of my lungs as my breathing became rapid.

{Sarvente's Pov}

I owe a HUGE apology to Ruv but now I have to help him get out of this trance. He kept mumbling about how he was good and I felt awful because he was having flashbacks of his childhood. he often would ask me if he was being good and I had to reassure him he was. He is still afraid to show his emotions and often turns into a huge panic attack.

I kneeled in front of him and rubbed his arm "don't worry you're a  good boy I promise" I said in a soothing tone. He broke out of the trance but was still sobbing uncontrollably. This was..different  I've never seen him act like this. I tried getting him to stand but he wouldn't budge so I ended up carrying him to his bedroom.

I layed him down in my best to comfort him but he didn't move at all but stayed in place still crying. It's made him seem small much smaller mentally than physically. I didn't know what to do but in the end, I began to rock him back and forth while he layed in the croak of my neck. I soon figured he fell asleep so I adjusted him and tucked him into bed. I saw at the sight I've never seen him look so calm.

I was shocked at his behavior I needed to know more so I researched it because, Of course, I care for my friend. The results I found were a little shocking but it did make plenty of sense on his behalf. I need to talk when he wakes up.

{Ruvyzvat's Pov}

I woke up in my bedroom the door was cracked I rubbed my head confused. 'When did I fall asleep?' I thought. I grabbed my ushanka from the nightstand putting it on my head sloppily.

I felt moisture in my pants for some reason I flicked the lights on to see how my sheets were damped as well as my pants.

'Pathetic'

I quickly stripped my sheets from the bed quietly walking into the laundry room cleaning them. Once I reached my room again I decided to take a shower and change. After I was done I found It weird how quiet it was sarv would be stirring something use usually.

I walked out into the living room to see sarv watching tv quietly. I lifted my eyebrow as I sat next to her. "Oh, Good your awake!" she said I hummed in response. "Actually, I kinda want to talk if you don't mind?" she muted the television and turns to me grabbing my hands. "First off I just wanna say sorry for making you cry..." That's when it hit me

My numb feelings then began to feel drained. The same floaty fuzzy feeling in my head came again. "Secondly, I wanna know how your feeling," she said soothingly. I humped my shoulders not really caring. "Come on! Be honest" she says "fuzzy I guess.." I say quietly.

"I've been looking up some things and I think you've been experiencing something called age regression."I looked at her dumbfounded, "You should look into it" she suggested "yeah, ok" I said before standing up "really, it's serious!" She said "fine" I responded

'Definitely not planning on it'

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