MCYT/DreamSMP x male reader

My darling-C!Technoblade (angst)

This is set in the DreamSMP. 

TW: heavily implied self harm

This is dark near the beginning but gets better as the story goes on

I was sobbing in the bathroom blood dripping down from my arm, I had promised Techno that I would stop and I was terrified he would be mad. I heard the door open and Techno calling out for me, I think he smelled the blood because I heard feet pounding on the wooden floor. He threw opened the bathroom door, the look of concern turned to horror as  he saw my arm. Tears started to fill his eyes and he knelt down next to me and pulled me into his arms.

He gently applied a healing potion to my arms before wrapping then in bandages. He carried me to the couch sitting down with my head in his lap. I asked him to sing a song, one that he hadn't sung in years: 

Hush my little darling

Hush my sweet angel

For this world can be cruel, but I will be kind

For when the world will break you

I will always be there to put you back together

That was the last thing I heard before I drifted off to sleep.

(Techno pov)

I stroked his hair feeling sleep creep up on me, gently placing a kiss to his soft hair I close my eyes before drifting off to sleep.

(Alex pov)

"Y/N, Y/N!! TODAY'S THE DAY YOU MEET THE BLADE" Tommy yelled, he truly was my annoying little brother. " Alright, alright, you don't have to yell, I'll be down in a minute" I sigh, my bed was too comfortable and that dream seemed all to real, although could it happen? I mean I did seem a bit older, I make sure my arms were fully covered, before running downstairs to meet Tommy.

(Time skip to meeting Technoblade)

He was really tall easily taller than Tommy, but with a lot more muscle. I stood around 6'0 but I would have to look up at him. I tuned out of the conversation, observing him, In my dream his hair was a bit longer and currently he seemed younger, a deadly fighter but still less used to battle. 

I was brought back to reality by Tommy making an excuse to leave, he looked me up and down before saying "I had a dream about you, last night" I freeze looking up at him, making eye contact, "I did too, I wonder if this is fate". He smiles and we both sit down on a fallen log. 

Tommy runs back, stopping in front of us looking startled "The blade can smile, how come I've never seen that" Techno's smile fades and he looks Tommy in the eyes before saying "you're really annoying, that's why" causing me to burst out laughing.

Maybe that dream will become a reality, who knows.

If you are struggling please get help, I know it might be difficult and it does take a while but it gets better. I promise.