GINGERBREAD MAN

I'M FROSTING

"I don't know, I don't think I should." His face was as red as a damn tomato, you rolled your soft e/c orbs you were starting to get impatient, but you were still tolerating his shyness and fear. " Come on there's no need to be scared all you have to do is touch me, that's all. It's a very simple task."  He took a deep and heavy sigh; he slowly moved his hand towards your breast, right before he put his hand on your soft skin he freaked out. "Umm you know I have to go I'm going to be late for dinner and you know how my mom gets, I'll see you tomorrow okay." you walked him to the door, he turned around to face you " I promise when the time is right I will be able to please you, I just freaked out you know I got nervous," he said with a look of disappointment on his face. "Hey, don't worry about okay it's fine. It's not like it's the end of the world you know, we always have next time right," you said reassuring him, the fact that he called you on a school night at 2 o clock in the morning saying that he's ready to have sex made you feel some kind of way.  you've been suggesting to him that maybe it's time for you guys to start... you know.... fucking. And tonight, was the night, well it WAS supposed to be, you didn't even take each other's shirts off yet. He did this every single night it's not like you guys were in an actual relationship, well at least to you. You were the type of person who never wanted to commit to a real relationship, all you wanted was sex with a bit of string attached but that was until you found the right person. But you got stuck with a guy who was too scared to even hold your hand for a few seconds and that guy was your best friend, Alex. It was a friend with benefits relationship, but from the way it's looking, I doubt he would take it that far." Sorry I called this late, especially on a school night.", " It's okay I couldn't sleep anyway but I enjoyed our time together," you said with a small smile on your face hoping it would make him feel better for the effort. He returned a smile "Me too and sorry again I was for sure ready, I just freaked out." " stop saying sorry it's fine seriously we always have next time." he walked out the door and you closed it behind him. You took a deep breath and made your way back upstairs to your room; you got in the bed and closed your eyes into a deep sleep. 

hey, babes, I hoped you enjoyed this first chapter there's more to come I promise xoxo- clown girl  (I'm still editing the other chapters so.)