Ok! So with this message, i'm going to reveal everything that @/daddyjinsbabygirl 's account has did to me.
At first i didn't even know she existed. Then she started to follow me and vote for my story- just a few chapter of it. It was near May 2021. Then i saw few of my follower and my book supporter has ever written something on her message board, so i thought she was a nice girl that everyone loves. But then i read her mb, it was about everything suicidal. And at first i was a bit triggered, but then i thought: oh, everyone has a different way to express their feelings. So i let it go.
Then, IDK WHY or WHAT happened, but i found myself already followed her. Maybe because all her mb messages sounded so desperate and lonely, and i have ever felt that before so i decided to become her friend.
Nothing much happened after that. But on July or August ( i forgot)2021, she posted something on her mb saying that she wanted a boyfriend, saying that she wanted to try just once. I read that, so i willingly told her that i am ready to become her boyfriend (although i'm a girl) then we agreed to became girlfriend. (Remember, i'm actually not gay, i just wanted to cheer her up. I'm straight. I love hot smokey boys)
With that, after being gfs... She started frequently dm me on wattpad. We discussed a lot of things but please note 95% of it WAS A DISCUSSION ABOUT HERSELF. Then she said that she wanted my Whatsapp number, so i gave her since i'm just an easy going person.
Then we chatted on Whatsapp. She always wanted me to ask her how she's doing everyday- i tried to do that as a gf, but ofcourse i can't because i'm busy- sometimes very busy as a person who is taking a major in International Relations. But i did that tho. I asked her about her day, bla bla bla. I still have the screenshot if you wanna see. Just dm me on my instagram: purplecarnation1303. Then i realized that although i just become her gf out of emphaty, i realized that NO ONE could ever survive if they were really her lover. Why?
Here's why:
1. She is fake. She posted on her mb saying that she have no bf EVEN AFTER WE DATED!? Please note that i never told her my actual intention of dating her. So from here i thought that "whoa you bitch" and i actually start to have an utter disgust towards her.
2. She never wants to listen to your story. She wanted us to listen to her "depressing life", saying that her parents is toxic and always abuse her, saying that she haven't eat or something like that. All the time when she told me that on Whatsapp (using voicenote), i always told her to eat and smth like that and she actually listen. Idk if she's faking it or not, my head aches just to think about it. The point is, there is one day when i tried to explain to her why i can't frequently ask her about her day and bla bla bla like i usually always do. She said "it's okay if you're busy" and "i understand" but the point is she didn't.
Imagine your friend told you "i have such a busy day." Then if you're sensitive enough, you'll ask "Oh? How was your day? Was it really busy? You need some refreshment?" Or smth like that right? But she didn't even ask me about my day lol- she just said that she understand i can be busy- but at least please inform her so she wont think that I AM IGNORING HER. fuck. Please ask me about my day because you are my gf lol. I never dated anyone in real life before so i'm not a pro too, but at least i know what a couple of lovers would do.
3. She always speak highly of herself. She is selfish and every other bad personality i can use her. Childish, selfish, self centered, etc. Just so you know, her ultimate bias is Jin. She once told me why she loves Jin so much. She said Jin is a sagittarius, and i am also a sagittarius, so she dating me was a right choice because Aquarius (her zodiac sign) and Sagittarius is compatible. Bruh bitch, if every aquarius in this world are like you, i'm going to end myself. Not just that, she always said something like "i always help other people, but they never help me back..." Or when i said she is kind and strong, then she says "yeah yeah i am"
IMAGINE BEING DEPRESSED AND YOU STILL HAVE THE CONFIDENCE TO DO THAT!? I know i sounded like i don't want depressed people to have confidence- but if you ARE really DEPRESSED, then your first reaction would be like "really?" Or "no i am not kind and strong... I am bla bla bla". Although i major in IR, i always loved psychology so i thought her behaviour of this confidence is too strange.
Depressed people tend to be lifeless. You know, here are signs of depressed people:
1. Have no spirit to do anything
2. Literally thought the world would end tomorrow and thought that if they can end themself it would be better (half of depressed people are suicidal)
3. Often cried without reason
4. Can't focus on one thing you're doing
5. Lifeless, always feel tired, nothing would cheer them up anymore
6. Many more.
Please note that depression is not a joke.
She claimed repeatedly on her mb that she is stressed, depressed, being abused by her parents, being bullied by her friends, have no rl friends, have no bf (even after dating me), have no one to talk to (even after she has my whatsapp) and many more. The point here is, she didn't appreciate me. And i HATE, DESPISE that kind of people THE MOST.
4. She want the affection known to public. She always want me to write her a morning message on her mb, which i did only once and never again BECAUSE I HATE IT!! if we're dating, then it's about us, not them.
5. She doesn't even claim that you're her gf or bf. Although we started all this near july or august, from sept until oct, she never actively says : you are my gf, bla bla or smth like that. Like she doesn't want to admit it.
She once told me that her childhood name is Shruti. But she is sad because no one called her. Then when i want to call her with that name she said "please don't call me that". Fakeass mf bitch.
The ultimate thing i hate about her is on late October 2021, she blocked me. SHE BLOCKED MY WHATSAPP!! At first i was like "okay, i don't care" but i still check on her to make sure. So i dm her wattpad. On wattpad she said that her whatsapp number is broken. So i don't give it lots of thought. At this point, from October to December, i am not active on wattpad like usual, so i don't even read her announcements. I just don't have the energy to do so.
Until three days ago, a bunch of people( i wont mention them here) is dissing her on her mb. Saying that she faked a HEART CANCER (i dont even know about this) and etc. So i posted a message on their mb (the one who dissed her), telling them that if i can get mad to because i have been through her depressing state together (at that time i still believe it's true).
Just two days ago, she (this bitch) opened my Whatsapp block, saying her number got recovered and asked me am i not happy about that news? Then she started to tell about the bunch of people. AT THIS POINT i already know that what the disser word on her mb about her fake ass is true. But i still try to believe her, until i thought, "let's just end this shit because 2022 is a busy year for me" and i dm one of the disser, told them about the block incident and one of the disser post about the block incident on her mb.
Because of the last post by one of the disser that directly tags me, she already know that i am no longer by her side. We fought on wattpad dm because i immediately block her on whatsapp. ss on next chap.
So yeah, with that, i completely cut ties.
One lesson from my story: DON'T GIVE PEOPLE LIKE THAT ATTENTION! I swear, knowing her and emphatize with her was my biggest regret on my life. But then i am an easy going person so months later i will already forgot about it :)
That's it. Hope this help you, (the people whoever once try to help her). We don't know if her depression is fake or not, but judging from the way she always post those announcement on her mb, we assume she is fine!
Oh yeah one last thing: her whatsapp pfp is her and her mom. Imagine you have an abusive parent but you still can take smiley smiley picture with your mom :)
NB: Alice and Eve, please forget about her and go on with your life.
I never love drama, but drama always pulls me in.
If you read this, please comment : "i swear i'll be selective with my friend and never pay attention to those kind of people". Because real depressed people might actually need our attention.
