Bringing Her To Her Knees

13

I awoke slowly feeling chilled. I opened my heavy eyelids to see Noah must have removed the covers from my body so he could look at me. His fingers were trailing over my belly and a small smile was on his lips.

" Morning." Noah said without looking up at me his fingers still trailing across my belly.

" Hi. How'd you know I was awake?"

" Your belly. You take shallower breaths when you sleep it barley moves. It's moving as you breath deeper now. "

"Weirdo."

" Yeah but you like that about
me. "

He kissed my stomach then laid back up with me staring at my face.

" Why is having a baby so amazing to you? I mean are in our young twentys and literally at the end of the year when we graduate I'll be having a baby. There will be no time to explore the world, get our dream jobs. How will we support our child?"

"That isn't something you need worry about. You asked how I was able to buy a car a while back. This brain wasn't only used for doing all you jocks and sluts homework. I'm a very smart investor and know how to follow stocks. "

"So basically your saying you can take care...wait did you call me a slut?"

" Of course are you not my slut?"

I didn't respond. I knew the answer. Yes of course I was.

"Well I should be going?"

"Where the hell would you be going?"

"My room. I want to make sure Cassie knows I'm alright. "

"Call her I don't want you leaving my sight until I know the wherabouts of Johns. "

"What about your roomate?"

"Have you ever seen a roomate in my room?"

"No I just figured he partied alot."

"Nah he moved in with his girlfriend a campus over. Him and his girlfriend are really fond of her roomate and they all have threesomes. "

"Seriously."

"Oh yes I'd do the whole campus homework to switch places with him."

I slapped his chest and threw the pillow at him as he laughed hysterically at my expression.

"Your a pig. Do you seriously want to trade places with him?"

Noah stopped laughing abruptly and looked at me seriously.

" I'd go back to the days you were just using me before I ever chose a life that you weren't included in. "

"Noah oh my god."

"I know I can be so sweet."

"No your just such a girl. That was the cheesiest thing I ever heard. But..but it was also incredibly sweet. "

"I want to make love to you Tash. I've missed you and I want to feel you under me €ummimg until you fall asleep again. "

My heart thrust against my chest and I automatically tensed.

" I know he didn't rape you but what did he do that has you fearing me?"

"I don't fear you. I love you it's just. I keep having flashbacks. "

"Well maybe if I give you pleasure doing what he did to hurt you, You'll forget this unessesary paranoia. "

" No. I don't want to reenact it. I just want to cuddle Noah. Lay down please and hold me. "