Be Still My Heart (ON HOLD)

Longing

Time heals all wounds, does it really?

My love, I have played INQUIRY every night asked many souls for you but I have never received any answer. I have been to almost all the places where there have been Demonic activity, places filled with resentment hoping that I would find something anything.

My love where are you? Please, I'm begging you please come back to me. I'm sorry for not trusting you. I'm sorry my love, please come back to me or at least give me a hint, I will find you and bring you back to me and I will make up for everything that has happened in the past. Please love please come back to me.

I miss you my Wei ying.

My love, what would you have done, have you been here? You always had your own ways to help people, you know how to cheer people, you knew how to make them feel strong, you knew how to help people leave the past behind and look ahead to the future. How can I survive this longing to be with you. If you can't come back to me then I will follow you soon. Our A-yuan is growing and his been asking alot about you. How I wish you were with us. I miss you so much my Wei ying, please come back to me. Please come back Wei ying....

Lan Zhan plays his inquiry everyday, every night and this are one of many nights. Suddenly he heard a knock, not giving much thought he rushed to open the doors of Jingshi and invite his brother in.

"Wangji, I've heard that Baoshen SAnren has come down from her mountain along with her grandson in the past month and has been helping people with medications and ridding them off of resentment. It is rare for her to come down because almost no one apart from her disciplines have seen her and she had knowledge that the cultivation sect have no idea about. So, I thought we should go and pay our respects to her."

"Xiongzhang, she doesn't welcome cultivators from wel established sects claiming that we have good healers, moreover you are a sect leader, I believe that our visit will go in vain."

"That is why we should visit her"

Brother sipper his tea, smile at me. I bowed my head down and sipped my tea knowing that nobody refuse to my brother's charms.

"Mn. So when do we leave ?"

" We should prepare to leave tomorrow, have a early night wangji"

Lan Xichen left the Jingshi, Lan Zhan went to bed and think of Wei ying before closing his eyes.

I hope to be with you soon my love, my Wei ying. Wait for me...I love you my Wei ying...