Tears, Sweat, Blood and Hope

Chapter 1

I run into the janitors closet with tears covering my eyes but as soon as i enter the room I see the janitor staring.............................at..............................me.

He asked me why i was crying and why i was in here but i just sprinted out of the janitors closet trying to wipe my hurtful tears of. On my way i thought to myself "am i useless" "what difference do i have from the others"?

I count the minutes until we could go home  5....... 4....... 3....... 2........ 1......... I shoot out of school into my dads car parked in the corner and jump in.

He asked me how my day was and i put on a affected smile and said it was great. when we arrived home i sped across my mum into my room. I could hear my mum and dad whispering and asking what was going on.

I put my bag down to do my studying for my huge exam tomorrow of history, science, English, maths etc.. I cant do it thoughts are flowing through my head and they make me cry, i am only a new teenager i cant go through this much stress.

I cry until i fall asleep. Later on, i could hear someone walking towards me and the whole school coming with them laughing at me again and again oh no it was Sarah the queen bee. I woke up my head feeling cold i turn around and find my pillow wet, i soon realise that i was crying in my sleep.

OH MY GOD i have to study for my exam which is tomorrow. I sit and do my studying until my parents call me down for dinner. They know about my exam and the asked me if i had already finished.

I was stuck i eventually told them the truth and promised them that i will do it after we eat our dinner.

After my mouth watering dinner as i promised my mum and dad i went to my room and did all of my studying for my exam. I was eventually free, i could do anything so i decided to list all of the things that Sarah (the queen bee) did to me.

Some of the things are:

1. saying that i am meaningless, worthless and etc.

2. punched me last week just because i stood up for myself.

3. growing the bullying every year of my life.

4. tore all my homework on the due date.

5. calling me names like cooper the popper.

and many more that hurts to tell other human beings.

9:45 pm

*yawn* i yell my mum and dad a goodnight and try to fall asleep. I cant i keep on thinkig about Sarah, to stop thinking about her I counted sheeps until 1000 and went to sleep. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

5:30 am

I wake up to a message on my phone, i read a message that says "hi stupid i found your number and i saved it as hmmm let me think as i said STUPID  hahahaha" oh crap she foud my number what do i do my life is completely ruined......... I will deal with this tommorow i have a exam at 11:00 am.

6:01 am

6:02 am

6:03 am

Why does my life go like this?

9:00 am

Still awake. Wait i gotta get ready for school. I cant believe i did to sleep for the whole 3 hours thinking about Sarah! I throw my clothes on and go downstairs to eat breakfast, there i see my mum, dad, Kate (sister) and biscuit (my cat).

We had eggs and bread for breakfast then took off. In the car i thought about the message Sarah sent me at 5:30 am *"hi stupid i found your number and i saved it as hmmm let me think as i said STUPID  hahahaha"*. I just have one question about this how did she get my number?

Hi guys thanks for reading, but i am sorry that the chapter is very short short.

-Ceyda (me4friends4me)