~Hard to Live~태국~𝚁𝙴𝙿𝚄𝙱𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙷𝙴𝙳 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟺

78

5:30pm

Jungkook heard music blasting upstairs hearing the bass boom.

"Wtf is Tae doing?"
He went upstairs .

He peeked in and saw Tae, on top of a exercise ball, rolling it around, going by his pregnancy exercise guide.

"SHES A MAN EATERRRR MAKE YOU WORK HARD MAKE YOU CUT CARDS..."

Jungkook giggled at him. Taehyung didn't notice he was just standing there.

He kept his look on Taehyung's bare hips as they would gyrate. He was only wearing panties and a shirt that was tied up in a knot.

Jungkook bit his lip and walked to Taehyung.

"YOU WISH YOU NEVER EVER MET HER AT A- AH! WHAT THE FUCK!" Taehyung jolted when Jungkook came behind him and scared him.

He turned the music off.

"What is it, Gguk?"

Jungkook got on the ball with him and sat behind him and put both of his hands on Taehyung's belly.

"Nothing, I just miss you."

"Oh well im here." Taehyung said and threw his hands in the air.

"You looked so sexy doing your thing." Jungkook ran his hands up and down Taehyung's waist and hips.

He started to kiss his neck and squeeze his inner thigh.

"Jungkook, can you stop? Please?" Taehyung said sternly.

"Why babe?" Jungkook continued kissing on him.

"I'm serious."
Taehyung's breathing became unsteady.

"Okay okay. Are you okay?" Jungkook stopped and was concerned why Taehyung is being like this.

"Yeah I'm fine. It's just my anxiety."

"What do I do to help you? Is there anything?" Jungkook rested his head on Taehyung's shoulder.

"Just hold me and tell me everything is gonna be okay."

Jungkook embraced Taehyung and his belly.

"Breathe baby breathe. It's okay, you are safe with me...always." Jungkook spoke softly beside his ear.

"Yes I am." Taehyung whispered, tears running down his face.

Jungkook started to rub Tae's belly and on his thighs with his thumb, in a comforting way.

He kisses his nape.

"It's okay, my love. it's gonna be okay. Do you wanna talk about what's bothering you?"

"Sure."

"So after the Bogum thing, I got diagnosed with a anxiety disorder.
Everytime I would do sexual things with you, it sends me in to panic, and I can't help it. I've been raped so many times and I always think about now. All the flashbacks are coming back. The medicine isn't helping. The miligrams aren't high enough I guess."

"That's why I can't have sex with you yet, im sorry baby. Also my pregnancy lowers my sex drive."

"I understand baby, it's okay. Have all the time you need." Jungkook kissed Taehyung's shoulder.

"You want to eat? Food's ready."

"Sure baby." Taehyung smiled.

"I'll go get it, we can eat in the theatre."

"Okay let me out the equipment away and I'll be in there." Taehyung said.

"Oh no! Leave it there. Lemme just do this."

Jungkook picked up Taehyung bridal style, and carried him to the theatre.

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8:00pm

The couple was watching train to busan, Taehyung was crying, they were at the end of the movie.

"Brooo, the daddy died! he didn't have to get ate by an zombie!" Taehyung wiped his tears.

"Okay I'm going to bed." Taehyung got up and walked out the theatre.

"WHA?! WHY SO EARLY?" Jungkook turned his head back.

"Me and baby is tired, so bye."

Jungkook rolled his eyes.

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Midnight

Jungkook finished up two more movies before he went to bed.
He entered the bedroom, the lamp was still on and Taehyung was butt naked.

Great.

"damn Taehyung, cover up..." Jungkook lifted his legs and put them under the duvet.

He wanted to touch sexually so bad but he listened to what Taehyung said and he respescted it.

He decided to get naked too and spoon his lover.

He kissed his neck and shoulder

"I love you."

" I love you too Gguk." Taehyung said in his sleep voice.

Jungkook smiled and snuggled into Taehyung's back.

And drifted off to sleep.