love urself

the essay

hi im y/n and im kinda normal my mom died when i was 10 then my dead became and alchoholic. my dad and i used to be two peas in a pod up until mom died. it was like this thing called "death of a loved family meber" tore us apart,boiled us sepretly and then ate us. oh yeah and dont forget my dads gf cassy all they did was makeout intensly..like really intensly. im kinda truamatized from that one time i cought them making out while drinking beer that was... idek anymore. my dad yelled when he was mad cassy just watched him yell at me though like usual...school was great everyone left me alone all you have to do is ignore ppl and they ignore you. but theres this one boy that i ignored i remember this one time he wanted me to do his homework anf if i do i get to go out with him i dont know men really well but i know that i will never everrrrrr go out with bryce sanderson when i declined his disgusting nightmare prize i get from helping him cheat he said these axact words "you slut your prob dating like 10,000 guys yuh fucking hoe"

i of course out smarted him and said " oh bryce sanderson...there are like only 997 boys in this entire school form preschool to college so thats imposible" i shrugged he ran off. (my school was really small tehe) then i realized someone was watching me to he came over to me "istg if hes gonna ask me to help him cheat i will burn this school down" i whispered "h-" he tried to speack but i ran off as fast as i could since the bell rang.

you see i was going to meet this boy again i could feel it after...oh well. after we packed up to go home i hopped on the school bus thats when i saw that strange guy again "oh hi fancy meeting you here" he was really tall for his age i started to wonder his name he had a really nice jaw line "hi..." i said it was awkward after that. we just sat there until the most holy best but worst shitty thing happened "this is my stop bye ig" i said then if felt him grab my arm "wait..um i walk home to he he" my heart skipped a beat "ok... cool" i said waling off the bus onto my bike "ill walk with you" i scoffed " so i need your help with something..." he said " wait let me guess... you want me to do your homework for you. sorry but no and if you call me a hoe or a slut i will run you over with my bike ok byeeee" i said while riding away "wait thats not what i-" he stopped to run after me i stopped "then what do you want?" i said confused. "i want you to write ans essa-" i didnt let him finfish becuase i already told him im not gonna do any of his homework "look i want to write an essay about how much i love this certain girl..." he siad while panting since i tried to ride my bike away from him i was almost home... but i guess i can talk to him about this girl and maybe write an essay about how much he loves her.

"alright...fine" i said instantly regreting what i just said "omg thank you sooo much" he said while hugging me and shaking my hand. i rode my bike home we exchanged phone numbers so we could talk about this girl he "loved so much" i wonder what her name was?... anyways about 2 minutes later i saw my dad sitting angrely in his chair he looked like he had just gone to a party and drank 1000 things of bear (that was a metopher btw) i thought to myself i tried really hard to not make a sound but that didnt work out.
"where the fuck where you." i heard my dad yell "my bikecycles wheel popped a-and i had to walk home..." i said stoping in my foot steps "how stupid do you think i am...jesus christ you are such a slutty bag of shit yknow that right" holding back my tears i ran up stares he grabbed my arm leaving a mark he slapped me. my own father slapped me across the face, cassy saw and she didnt even fucking say anything like always "i hate you, i hate this house and i hate cassy!" i screamed while running up my stairs

authers note :
this is some kind of book thing i came up with im writing this on a laptop so the screen is kinda big so idk where to put another paragraph so pls dont mind that other than that i hope that you enjoy the story :)