My name is Kimiko I am alone. I was feared by my own family and left to die on the road when I was just 5 years old, that's when it all started. I began to show signs of uncontrollable madness and began going mad without notice. I was a monster, a monster that nobody wanted to deal with. They fear my power, the madness inside me. I am constantly holding back my will to let out my power, no not the madness but, the power hidden deep with in me that could wipe out the entire city.
I don't remember my past very much as I have been taken over by the madness one too many times to recover. What I do know is what I am capable of. I don't require a meister, I have learned to be alone... I have collected well over 100 keshian souls and maybe 5 or 6 witch souls. That is why I am feared, that is why nobody loves me. "What will I do? Where will i go?" I thought to myself "It doesn't matter i guess... Nobody cares about me.... I am feared by everyone."
My long red hair was in tangles hanging in front of my dirty, bloody face. It seemed like every cold raindrop had a tiny needle in it as each one hit me and stung my skin. My black coat would never be enough to keep me warm. I looked down at my tattered clothes and wondered how or why I even got into this mess. My once nice and neat black lace blouse was now torn and full of holes. my black skinny jeans were blood stained and almost ripped to nothing.
I guess if you want to look on the bright side of things my black converse were fine. I slowly hobbled into an abandoned shack in death city while I clenched my bleeding side thinking that would somehow stop the bleeding.
"Come on, if you don't do something now you know you will die, just let yourself go, be free into the madness and maybe your black blood will save you."
That was the voice in my head.
He always talks to me when I'm like this, trying to get me to use my black blood to save myself and be consumed by the madness at the same time.
"SHUT UP!" I screamed as I grabbed my head and shook it trying to clear my thoughts. Sadly as I did that I remembered the pain I was in. " I'm tired of listening to you no matter how many times you tell me to I'll never just give into the madness that's crazy I can't and I won't do it. you can't make me!"
" Oh? Is that so? Poor sweet sweet little Kimiko, you think you can control it? C'mon I've been with you since you were born. Who do you really think is in charge here?" The voice said with a evil twist in his voice.
I began to think back to before I was abandoned, before people feared me, and before I just hurt everyone around me. I could feel it, I could feel the black blood beginning to flow through my veins, I had to do it or I would die. I was doing my best to stay sane as I let go of sanity at the same time, confusing right?
Suddenly, things weren't right. The madness was coming with the black blood so I had to stop there. There was no way I was going to survive the night now I was too weak to hold back the madness to heal myself with the black blood. So I just sat there in awkward silence with myself and the voice in my head.
I looked up to the moon as it hung in the dark blackish blue sky and mocked me, laughing at how helpless I was slowly dying, bleeding out onto the cold ground of that old shop. "How pathetic am I?" I wondered as my vision blurred I could have sworn I saw three white stripes running toward me and ... Something beautiful, the most amazing gold color I have ever seen, maybe I'm just hallucinating from the lack of blood.
I couldn't see very well everything went in a slow motion blur. All I could tell was that someone seemed to actually care about me at that moment... Someone had picked me up and is now carrying me through death city. I was trying to talk and thank the mystery person but all I could do was groan and tilt my head to the side to see two beautiful golden eyes staring right into mine.
"Hold on just a little bit longer" I heard the person say." Damn it" I thought. I wish I could tell them thank you, or something ... or ANYTHING I wish I could scream now. I wish I could scream and make the pain go away.
" Hehe you know very well you don't have a little bit longer, your going to die Kimiko, your going to die any minute."
Oh great he's back just what I needed a little annoying troll in my mind to mess with me. that was the least of my worries though, my vision was fading to black, I couldn't think, the last thing I heard was. " Hold on my symmetrical goddess."
