In this journey!

Secrets

"You look, but do you see?
You hear, but are you listening?
You exist, but are you living? "

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Secrets. What are they? For me, they're some kind of agreement or deal made with death in exchange for life. Once you get a life, you have to keep these secrets.
Secrets are what keep you alive.
In case if you've not noticed it yet, let me tell you, you're only alive because you're keeping secrets.
Yes. Believe it or not.
Think about it.
If you won't have them, would you be able to survive.?
Once they're public and not secrets anymore, that's where the main thin string connecting you to life cuts off.

You say you share everything with someone. Suppose your best friend.
You think you share everything with them. But that's barely the truth. You never ever share EVERY SINGLE THING with anyone but yourself.

And still, there are things you don't even want to admit yourself. Some deeds. Some thoughts. Some sins and some emotions. You're never true with anyone, not even yourself.

Secrets are some special entities that are meant to be kept to ensure your survival.
If you don't trust me, just think about it yourself. If your secrets or things that you've been keeping hidden would be revealed, what would it affect?

People? Maybe yes.
World? For some yeah.
Materials? Nope.
Piece? Somehow.
You? A hell lot. Like your whole life.

So, secrets are necessary possessions and you agree with me on this.
People keep it and others try to snatch it away. Don't they?

Anyways, your best friend is satisfied as he/she thinks they're the special person you tell everything to but only you know that nobody knows the whole thing. Nobody I repeat.
If anybody gets to know about your secrets, you would be finished. I know. Like I would be. Like my life would be.

So, we try to keep it hidden and let fewer people know about it. Maybe we tell some people the major ones we think but not too many.

So just like this, I wanted to indicate that we all have secrets and it is hard to keep them but it is necessary.
We survive like that. But they can be the swords of killing us so we have to be aware.
It's just the feeling of being judged we keep on doing sins and keep them hidden. It's the feeling that nobody would understand us, make us do horrible deeds, and keep our secrets.

This is all the fault of the messed up and judgemental world. We're all here hating and judging but we like to pretend we aren't and that's sick.

So, I think we just need to provide people a safe space so that they can open up more and bloom like a flower not grow up to be a thorn.

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Tell me what you think about it. I'll try to improve my language more but these are my raw thoughts and I post them in the original form to keep it real. They're just thoughts running without any guide. I hope you relate cause we all have that kind of mind where thoughts run like an express train without any break.

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