101 ways I could die

one

the first way I could die, would maybe be suicide.

I've had this idea in my head for as long as I can remember, so it may not be the most detailed or well thought out, but here's how it goes.

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first, I have to go to Hight school
here in Australia, high school works different. instead of the usual year 9-12 high school some Schools have, here we start in year 7. we dont have middle school here

and, just for clarification, im a year older then everyone in my grade. 13, soon turning 14

and, now, I'll have to get average grades so that people don't think high of me. I'll start with B"s and C's, and then slowly I'll make my way towards D's and eventually F's throughout highschool.

after that, I'll probably not get into uni (collage), and I'll end up living in a small apartment, and possibly just live off two-minute noodles. after that, once all my money is down, I'll get a job at a library and work there until I'm 20

then, between the age of 21-30, I'll kill myself

perhaps I'll overdose on pills, dip my head underwater for too long, "accidentally" trip into a fire, "accidentally" fall down the stairs, "accidentally" walk into traffic. or maybe I'll just hang myself. who knows

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the point is, this is where I'll let my thoughts of dying go unhinged. take note, though -- I won't do these, not yet. these are just thoughts and I won't act on them, trust me.

these upcoming chapters will be unedited, as I'll do them straight when the thought comes to me, be that night or day

stay safe. if you need to vent, I'm here, don't worry