Arguable Love

Things Start to Feel Different (1)

          Like normal Panda woke up in the late afternoon, not expecting anything abnormal to happen in their day (since she doesn't have a real life anyway). Like clockwork Panda got up out of bed and texted Moon to see the plans for today. She'd woken up much later than everyone else, so everyone was already hanging out at the park in the center of town. 

Panda got ready reluctantly and headed down to the park to meet everyone. Almost everyone was there, Moon, Wild, Ika, Max, and disappointingly Xo. Panda was hoping she wouldn't be there, so she didn't have to deal with her "bullshit", but of course she was. Max always insisted they had to be nice to Xo, but she couldn't figure why. To her Xo was annoying and could never admit when she was wrong. They'd rather be caught dead rather than hanging out with Xo, yet here she is.

They were pulled out of her head by Moon yelling at her from across the park, "Damn look who decided to wander out of bed and join us!"

"Shut up at least I'm here now that's something" Panda yelled back.

Panda wandered over to the rest of the group and was very warmly welcomed by Xo.

"Wow I didn't think she would actually show up today" Xo said but avoiding Panda at all costs.

"Why is she here" Panda asked generally annoyed.

Max chimed up to respond to Panda, "Because I invited her you rat now deal with it."

Panda rolled their eyes and tried to go back to talking with everyone and to ignore Xo. This proved very difficult when she kept 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨, Panda couldn't help being annoyed by Xo's voice n̶o̶t̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶b̶e̶c̶a̶u̶s̶e̶ ̶s̶h̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶o̶u̶g̶h̶t̶ ̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶v̶o̶i̶c̶e̶ ̶w̶a̶s̶ ̶a̶ ̶l̶i̶t̶t̶l̶e̶ ̶a̶t̶t̶r̶a̶c̶t̶i̶v̶e̶ . Panda shivered a little at that unnerving intrusive thought, Xo could never be attractive to her, not ever. 

Panda came jolting back to reality as Max yelled at Panda and asked her why she was blushing slightly. Panicking she made up an excuse that she was hot and quickly changed the subject, she didn't need anyone to think she had a crush on Xo. She gagged at the thought. 

The day went on and the group still hung around the same spot, the conversation changing subjects from Moons undying love for Rox, Max being a useless lesbian, Panda being a nerd over random things, but the conversation always seemed to slip back to Panda and Xo getting in a fight. 

"Well maybe if you had a little more than 5 fucking braincells we wouldn't be having this conversation!" Panda yelled at the unphased Xo, getting more annoyed by the minute.

"It's not my fault that you have anger issues and can't control yourself, now why don't you go crawl back to Wild now" Xo threw back at Panda, but still slightly hid behind other people away from Panda.

"Enemies to lovers question mark?" Max stated plainly knowing exactly what it would do.

Panda visibly gagged dramatically at Max's statement.

"That will never happen Max, not in a million years," Panda said back to Max still visibly disgusted.

"Yeah Max, I think Panda can't even think about it because she's embarrassed that she would be a bottom," Xo said hiding behind Max's back knowing she shouldn't be pushing Panda farther.

"Excuse me, I would not be a bottom to your scrawny, lanky, looking ass ever," Panda yelled back at Xo even though she knew she should change the subject.

"Ohoho so this is a debate now, is it?" Max said immediately entertained. "I think Xo is right, panda would be a bottom."

"What! This isn't fair!" Panda yelled seeing everyone was taking their side.

"Raise your hand if you think panda is a bottom," Max said obviously having too much fun.

Moon, Wild, and everyone else all raised their hands. Panda immediately annoyed told everyone she was done and going home.

 On their way home Panda was annoyed but couldn't get the thought of everyone calling her a bottom to Xo out of her head. She wouldn't be a bottom, she didn't think. Maybe they would? No, wait why was she even thinking about this, they hated Xo. This was dumb and she was home, so they were going to bed. 

Panda woke up suddenly around 4 a.m., she just had the worst dream. She had a dream her and Xo were dating and she 𝑤𝑎𝑠 a bottom. Deeply upset they tried going back to sleep, but they were wide awake now, yet they couldn't stop thinking about her dream. The worst part about the dream was that she didn't mind it that much.