Shadow work
Healing is a continual process.
I’m doing some shadow work to release myself from my own mind to releasing myself from limiting believes.
I am focusing on a cultivating a healthier state & I am the only one that can be responsible for my part, my own self.
I am & I will take responsibility to put up a healthy boundary.
I need to stabilize my energy.
I don’t want to continue destructive Ongoing cycle.
Thank you for shining a light on my broke parts about myself that I didn’t Recognize of myself.
Because of those habits of certain codependency where just normal for me.
I had tendency of putting others needs first.
Now I’m doing it for myself.
I have a tendency it please other people, because I have a fear of rejection or people not understand me.
Many People may not understand my perceptive.
I struggle being alone so there for I always try seeking approval, Reassurance, affection, from those feeling a bit lost or rejected and again along.
And I guess, I ignore or misunderstand the red flags.
I Overthinking or especially worrying of what happens next.
I Don’t want to be a product of my Environment and Societies Expectations.
Because the voice in your mind it’s not mind.
It’s the Thoughts and Beliefs and Conditioning of our Experience.
If we don’t know who we are we rely on others people to tell us who we are, But Others are see us through their own Mudded lens it’s not safe or healthy. To allow there distorted perspectives of other people to define our sense of self.
I need to stop worrying about people being against me, so I don’t do things or criticize or others doubting me or people hating on my abilities.
I’m done replaying the cycle.
I’m still open to you to come back in my life but on my own terms
Manifesting a true neutral Energy Exchange.
Over indulgent
Fear is just false evidence appearing real.
I need to learn how to surrender to new habits and release things that are no longer serving me.
You will never find a solution from the same mental state that the problem was created.
~ Albert Einstein
I need to stop internalizing things that aren’t my fault to the point that I think it was my doing.
I need more Objective about things I care about and what I’m going to really care about.
Because caring about everything will drain me completely.
I need to learn how to detach from my emotional body and and learn how to observe it as a part of experience.
And utilize a more practical And logical energy in my life.
I cannot be a sacrificial lamb for everyone.
Crying is a good way to purge out old energy in a natural way, it is a way to get rid of thing that been impressing, what we have been holding down
So we can clear room for our new intentions, and new manifestations and let in a new cycle begin.
Knowing doesn’t create being. Action does.
I’ll feel less anxious as long as I keep taking actions & Build upon my action & trust there’s a deeper reason why am doing all this.
I’ll Be that golden light and be a leader so I can help other people embody their own golden light.
How can I past these creative blocks and obstacles
Praying is a form of spell work.
Spirit can only give me what I deem I am worthy of.
I am magical a mystical
I need to stop isolating and being self-reliant reliant when I need help.
It’s better to make a statement then be agreeable to everyone.
I need to be more patient with myself and trust that I am falling a right path & dream bigger then I am already dreaming.
To allow myself to have what I want, most have the courage and strength to face losing it as well
It about face the fear that sit underneath the surface
Everything is happening for me not to me.
Fear will not be more important then progress, growth, & love.
I’ll make sure that I have enough LOVE to give to myself, so I can be clear in mind & heart and therefore choose.
I shall release my pride and move into service, I feel the best in helping others, but I need to help myself first. I shall honor my physical vessel that enshrines my soul. I possess gifts of the soul that benefit me and others, so when I care of myself love will overflow from me which benefit everyone around me and I have the power to make a difference in peoples lives but first I have to fill my own love tank.
